"If you don't want the past, let go of it. Start by throwing that necklace away."

Kyuhyun closed his eyes and held the puzzle and the key hanging on the necklace. He doesn't know what the necklace got to do
with his past, but it is the least he would want to let go... but Siwon is being too insistent, too irritating and what he
said to the magnae is too challenging. Am I being tested whether I really want my past? Do I really have to let go of my lucky
necklace? Am I suppose to let this thing go? Fine. Just so I can make you stop testing me.

Sungmin crossed his eyebrows and felt like he was shot when the young man pulled the necklace, breaking its chain. Kyuhyun
looked at Siwon as he throw the necklace on the floor like it was a piece of trash. He wanted to look at the necklace on the
floor and pick it up in an instant but this manly challenge from his best friend is not going to make him do what he wants.
"Satisfied?"

He couldn't show everybody how painful it is for him to break that necklace, he doesn't know why he is deeply attached to
that small thing that he doesn't really want to let go of it. It is the only thing in the past that he wants to keep, the
only thing that makes him feel... complete. He could just hide his fist tightly closed as he stops himself from being bothered
about it.

Siwon smiled at him bitterly. "You've thrown the past away. Don't forget that. Because if your memory ever comes back... even
if you beg me to give Sungmin back to you... I won't do it."
Siwon looked at Sungmin and held his hand. "Siwon-ah..." stood up and looked at his dongsaeng pleading to stop ting on this
gathering but Siwon's stares answered him back with an it's too late I cannot stop now kind of stare. The older man dazed on the floor, mood is definitely not good and his breathing is not normal.
Sungmin closed his eyes as he sighed negative air. Does it really have to be always like this when they are all together?
From the past to the forgotten present to the current present... its all the same. He hates his position right now. Where he has
to be the reason why Kyuhyun and Siwon would have a misunderstanding. He hates the fact that Siwon, despite knowing where his
position is, is still insisting of taking him away right now, in front of their friends. Most of all, he hates himself for being always present whenever they are
fighting. He blames his existence for all of this.

"I'm tired of calling you hyung... I'm going to take you away... Sungmin-ah." Siwon said looking at him oh so gently
wanting to touch his hyung's face at the back of his fingers. Sungmin looked at the tall man with an upset reaction as he
held Siwon's hand before he could even reach his cheek, he could have break those fingers if he loses his patience blindly but he won't do it.
The stare that his hyung is giving him is an 'I hate you right now'
kind of stare. Sungmin closed his fist as he is still gentle and friendly enough to stop himself from giving a punch and hurting his
tall friend.

Sungmin was just so furious that he is always stuck in the same position whenever Kyuhyun and Siwon is confronting each
other. Why can't they just let him be. He looked at Siwon sharply, he clearly knows the magnae is just joking, why does he
have to be so upset and take it seriously? Why does he have to push Kyuhyun to hate him even more? Why does he have to insist
that i-cannot-remember-how-many-times-Kyuhyun-rejected-me kind of feeling?

Kyuhyun chuckled as he watches them. He's kind of doesn't like this show where two people are confessing to each other, he
finds it lousy and boring and to think that Siwon still wants to involve him in this type of scene... No sir! He stood up and wrapped his hands around the two.
"Go all out for him, date him if you want to..." He then looked at Sungmin shortly as he say... "you can even make out in front of me for all I care." and drank his wine after shaking his head for feeling hopeless for his friend.

Sungmin crossed his brows and looked at Kyuhyun sharply. 'Make out with him for all you care? This stinky, rotten son of a .' He simply
hates it when he is being insulted...and hearing such bastard saying those words about him, he did not stop himself from
losing his patience and cursing Kyuhyun in his mind...finally and faced Kyuhyun and punching his face with all his strength making the young man
collapse on the ground. Sungmin looked down on the man lying on the floor.
His fist is clenched very hard and is trembling because it was too painful... physically and figuratively.

The rest of the guys were so shocked to see such scene happening especially with Sungmin punching Kyuhyun fiercely, they
never see the short man so impatient that he uses his fist to vent his anger. Furthermore, they know that Siwon is doing this as
part of the whole plan, but Sungmin and Kyuhyun's words were definitely not. Even they had a hard time standing there, not
doing anything other than watching.

Sungmin picked up the necklace and removed the puzzle. He held it tightly it could have crashed if it was just a piece of
cheap metal. His fist is still shaking well as his heart, he never dared hurting Kyuhyun... not even the slightest, but what the
magnae said just now was simply below the belt, overly offending and completely out of the line and Sungmin will not leave it hanging just like that.

"I'll keep this if you don't want it anymore. But-" he looked at the key and throw the chain with the key on
Kyuhyun's chest. "This is yours. Remember to go home when you wake up."

Sungmin clenched his jaws as he walked away while Siwon followed him.

Outside the bar, Sungmin stopped to face the tall guy, he looked at him sharply and punch him in the face. Siwon felt a bell on his ears when
his hyung's fist landed on his face but he did not dodge at all, he just hold his reddened cheek and looked at Sungmin.

"You shouldn't have said those to him." Sungmin said bitterly... "You're pushing him to hate me even more." his face are like
on the verge of crying; breathing in and out heavily and hand is trembling because of the physical pain yet again.

"He has forgotten you... why does it have to matter if he hates you?" Siwon asked casually which made Sungmin even
more upset. "I'm serious about wanting to take you away. I don't want to be your dongsaeng anymore." Siwon said.
Sungmin closed his eyes freeing a tear that nobody noticed being form from the time he was inside.

"Sungmin-ah... he doesn't want you anymore. Why don't you start anew?" Siwon said walking towards him. "Let me
help you start anew." his voice almost whispering.

Sungmin sighed deeply calming himself, thinking. and right now has decided... Siwon is right... he has been long
forgotten... he has been hurting for so long. he sighed. "Which of the places you've travelled is the farthest?"

Siwon think for a bit "South America." he said yet wondering what's the connection of it to the problem right now?

Sungmin looked away... "if you promise to take me there... I'll come with you." and yet another tear fell from his eyes.

Siwon suddenly straighten up not quite believing what the older man said. Sungmin met his eyes when he heard no response at all.
 The young man find his hyung's eyes very tired and lonely, colourless... lifeless. Where were those smiling eyes of his? the slightly wrinkled one?
"If you want me to come to you... I have to be very far from him. You should know that..."

Sungmin tighten his grip on the puzzle heart he is holding as he sighed. "Tell me when and where to meet you once you've
prepared everything."

"Sungmin h-" Siwon said wanting to call his hyung again but Sungmin looked at him bitterly, disappointed at him.

"This is what you've always wanted... stop pretending to be surprised. I'm leaving Kyuhyun who hates me even more thanks to you and
I'm coming with you as you've always wanted to... everybody happy."

Siwon's mouth was left hanging as he watched Sungmin walking away. He is not pretending to be surprised. He is really surprise.
Indeed he wanted this... but because he is only gambling with fate like what Heechul hyung said... he certainly didn't expect
for this. For Sungmin to promise to come to him. The person he chose... is Choi Siwon. He looked down and thought.

"Did- I win? Just like that?" he asked himself. He is supposed to be happy that Sungmin is finally coming to him although it
was too sudden... but it doesn't seem to make him satisfied at all.

*Author's note: neglecting work again...i like it^^
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