YoungJi went back to her lodging with a flustered face. Even Hara was surprised to see her maknae.
"Omona YoungJi, what happen to you? You look as though you ran 10km. You look so flushed."
"Unnie, it's a weird night."
"HongBin confessed to you?" Hara joked
"Unnie."
"WHAT?? HE REALLY DID IT?"
Covering her face YoungJi replied "Eung. Ahhh I don't know what to do!!"
"Heol Daebak. Finally. I've been waiting for that fool to say something."
"Unnie, you knew?"
"Eung, I knew that he has always had a crush on you"
"Since when?"
"Since, he asked me to persuade our manager to let you film the error music video."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
" You were already associated with Jackson. I didn't want to make you further confused. I liked it when you could ask HongBin for advise. If you knew he likes you, I was afraid things would change between the both of you."
"I didn't know."
"Of course you wouldn't. He did everything quietly. Because of him, our company decided to sue anyone who speaks ill of us. He called me the previous time saying you've been receiving threats and insults from Jackson's fans. He suggested that I talk to the upper management."
"He did so much for me and there I was, having a some with Jackson. I feel so bad and I kind of just walked out of the dinner."
"WHAT??!"
"I told him I needed time and left. I don't know if I was ready for this. I mean, I just stopped talking to Jackson which I just realised that I only enjoyed his company ; the feelings I thought I had was fake. The feeling of having someone to talk to and get along with, I really did liked it. I haven't had any friend like that in a long time. What do I do Unnie? I'm so sorry towards HongBin oppa. I didn't mean to hurt him by being close to Jackson."
"It's okay, let's just focus on this round of KARASIA and then you can think of how you need to solve this. Look me into the eye, and answer me okay. Have you ever liked HongBin?"
"I did. When I was still friends with Jackson, I really appreciated his advices and encouragement. I was almost falling for him and then Jackson and I begin I text often plus there was roommate. I grew to believe that maybe I liked Jackson because the chances of HongBin oppa and I happening were close to zero. Unnie, I screw up." YoungJi said while crying
Hara hugged YoungJi and comforted her "it's okay, if you talk to him about it, I'm sure he'll understand. He cares for you YoungJi. "
"Kemowo Unnie. I'm scared of falling in love. I keep running away."
"It's normal. Himnae YoungJi yah"
YoungJi decided to have a warm shower that night to relax her mind and body. She light up a strawberry scented candle and begin to cry. The strawberry scented candle was HongBin's favourite. He told her once that when things got a little too much for him, he would often light up a strawberry scented candle in the bathroom and have a warm bath. She started trying it out and found it calming. She totally forgot that because of him she started this habit.
He has helped her so much and she didn't realise it. She didn't realise that parts of her daily life happened because of him. He told her that Pilates was a good way to lose the weight before a comeback thanks to his sister, he was the one who told her that accepting a chicken CF would help boost her popularity because when she eats deliciously, that was her charm. The leg massager which she used every night to prevent it from swelling was also his suggestion. He would often ask his sisters for suggestions whenever YoungJi was in a dilemma. Before Jackson got his phone and roommate, HongBin has been a great listening ear. She took out a phone thinking of what to send to him. After thinking and erasing messages back and forth, she finally decided
"Oppa, on the 20th, we have a joint concert. On that day, come to the rooftop of the concert hall. I'll make up my mind by then."
She kept checking her phone after sending the text. 10 minutes, 20 minutes and 30 minutes passed and there's still nothing. She began searching for VIXX schedule online and then she saw photos of VIXX at the airport. Turns out he's in the plane right now heading to a different city. She cried harder when she saw a photo of him looking all sad and it's all because of her.
The next morning when she woke up, she saw that he replied her 5 hours ago
HongBin-ie oppa : Arasseo. If you're feeling bad for what you said last night, don't be. I'm happy to be able to confess my feelings and don't push yourself too hard YoungJi-yah. See you in 10 days.
As usual, HongBin knew her better than anyone else. With his encouragement, the rest of the concert days went by really fast. Through the hectic schedules and lots of healing breaks in between, she already made up her mind. With just a blink of an eye, 10 days passed. YoungJi and her members arrived the earliest at the concert venue since they had a concert in the same city the previous day. She was nervous. Seeing HongBin again after the awkward night at Hiroshima. She took out the things which she has prepared and headed towards the rooftop.
"Nuna! We have reached the concert venue. Do you want me to ask Hyung to go up now?"
"Eung kemowo Hyuk-ah. Nuna will treat you to some really nice chicken."
"Daee Nuna hwaiting!"
After the phone call with Hyuk, waiting for HongBin felt like forever. After waiting for approximately 5 minutes, the rooftop door opened. HongBin donned a white tee with navy pants - simple yet good looking ; exactly how YoungJi described her ideal type before.
"Annyeong. Have you been well?"
"Ani. I couldn't sleep well for the past 10 days."
HongBin's worry lines are back on his forehead " I told you not to care about it didn't I?"
"Eung you did." YoungJi replied jokingly
HongBin tilted his head and smiled at her showing his dimples "what are you trying to do Heo YoungJi? Trying to test how fast ones heart can beat is it?"
YoungJi laughed at HongBin's desperate plea
"Here oppa, sit here."
Once HongBin sat down, YoungJi the radio which she brought along. Like how he confessed with a song, she's going to reply with a song too.
When the wind plays jokes, hold me tight in case I fly away
You’ll be in trouble if you crumple me up like that
I may seem nice but I have a strong pride
I’ve never been hurt over love or thought of anyone seriously before
So I’m serious
I try to act strong on the outside but my heart is like paper
I got a Pa-Pa-Pa-Pa-Paper Heart X2
I like you so much that I’m actually a bit scared
I got a Pa-Pa-Pa-Pa-Paper Heart X2
Doo Doo- Doo Doo-
When it’s a rainy down, put an umbrella over me, don’t make me cry yeah yeah
I might rip so always make your words gentle and soft, OK?
Engrave it deeply in your heart
Because I’m telling you ahead of time
In case you don’t know
I try to act strong on the outside but my heart is like paper
I got a Pa-Pa-Pa-Pa-Paper Heart X2
I like you so much that I’m actually a bit scared
I got a Pa-Pa-Pa-Pa-Paper Heart X2
Doo Doo- Doo Doo- Please, be gentle
Wanna see my heart made out of white paper? I got a paper heart
Wanna see your name written on the side of my heart?
I got a Pa-Pa-Pa-Pa-Paper Heart X2
I like you so much that I’m actually a bit scared
I got a Pa-Pa-Pa-Pa-Paper Heart X2
I try to act strong on the outside but my heart is like paper
I got a Pa-Pa-Pa-Pa-Paper Heart X2
I like you so much that I’m actually a bit scared
I got a Pa-Pa-Pa-Pa-Paper Heart X2
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Oppa, I'm afraid of falling in love, I'm afraid of commitment. I get attached to people easily and I crumble easily as though my heart is made out of paper but if it's with you oppa, I'm willing to take a shot. I've been a fool thinking that I really like Jackson just because of the 6 months living together under one roof. What I mean after all this useless talking is, I like you too.
HongBin pulled YougJi for a tight hug and whispered " Stop talking and lets just embrace this moment. I hope this is not a dream. I prayed so hard everyday for this moment to come. Thank You YoungJi. Saranghae nae cyborg partner (I love yuu my cyborg partner)"
YoungJi tighten her grip around HongBin's waist and that made him chuckle "Nadu oppa saranghae ( I love you too oppa) "
"Now, let go of me and head down. We need to perform"
"Shireo (Don't want)"
" Aigoo what should we do? Heo YoungJi has fallen too hard for me."
YoungJi let go and smack HongBin's shoulder real hard. While they were walking down the stairs, they saw Jackson and Hani talking by the corridor. Hani greeted the both of them while Jackson tried to look away. HongBin glance at YoungJi and nudger her.
"Jackson, I need to talk to you,"
Jackson was surprised by YoungJi's word but he tried to play it cool " Okay, Nuna Hyung we'll take ou leave."
They went up to the rooftop for some privacy, Half scowling, Jackson asked " What is it you need to talk about?"
" I know you probably hate me because I apparently 'moved on' and stopped talking to you. But here's the truth if you want it. I stopped talking to you for the sake of my own health, Do you know how I always mention what a great friend you are in every show I appear on but look at you, you barely acknowledging our friendship publicly. All those photos we too in your phone, it would be nice if you even posted one. Your fans hates me Jackson. They call me a desperate girl who's in a one sided crush begging for attention from you They send me death threats and often insult me whenever possible. I even received letters from your fans asking to get lost. I just reached a point where I couldn't take it anymore. Hence, I stayed away from you. I'm sorry this is how it turned out. I heard your radio show with GookJu unnie. I just thought I should explain myself."
" I'm sorry, I didn't know. I just thought you were upset I didn't reply you or something. Maybe it's fate. We're meant to be more than just friends. So you and HongBin Hyung huh?"
YoungJi blushed " Yeah kind of. You and Hani unnie?"
" I guess I'm in a some with her but yeah. Congrats about HongBin Hyung"
" Thanks we better get going"
At the bottom of the stairs waiting for them was Hongbin.Jackson gave a short tap on HongBin's shoulder and walked off.
" So how did it go?"
"Explained and can we not talk about Jackson? Lets talk about us. When should we shoot Error 2.0. "
"Saranghae. Jinjja saranghae ( Love you, really love you) but Error 2.0 can wait after the concert. Let's take it slow and announce this relationship only when we reach our first anniversary."
" Dae oppa. Saranghaeyong"
A year has gone by and HongBin has been nothing but very supportive of whatever she does. YoungJi too has been a ray of sunshine. Making him smile and energised when things got hectic. He no longer needs his strawberry candle. They met up for dinner to celebrate their one year together.
" You know oppa, I think the nickname turtle suits you a lot like what your fans calls you. You really do love taking it slow. You took a whole year to confess to me, and now a whole year later, we are announcing our relationship."
"Just being careful YoungJi-yah"
"I didn't say I hate it oppa. Instead, I love you even more for taking it slow. For letting me explore my feelings, for protecting me secretly, for being by my side and for being the best new beginning to an ending."
" Never thank me. Just be by my side. Saranghaeyo Heo YoungJi"
They ended the night by walking around her neighbourhood - hand in hand. Like what they wanted, they were the talk of town the net day.
[BREAKING] A NEW IDOL X IDOL COUPLE SPOTTED. CYBORG COUPLE, VIXX HONGBIN AND KARA YOUNGJI SPOTTED OUT ON A DATE.
YoungJi was cuddling with HongBin when they read the news together, They laughed at the headlines because two years has passed but the term cyborg couple will forever link them together. She loved everything about this moment with him. It was perfectly homely - where she should rightfully be ; in his arms.
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