I wonder what he's doing..

Do you think he's thinking about me?

Or maybe.. another girl..?

He's probably not thinking about me.. 

But what it..? What if.. He feel's the same..

He's not.

Hours, day, weeks, go on like this. I can't get him off of my mind. 

"Hey, Myungsoo..." I spoke, through the phone.

"Yea, what's up?"

"Nothing.."

"You sure?" He asked

"It's him.. I can't stop thinking about him." I silently whispered, tears welling up in my eyes

"No. Don't start crying on me now." He said sternly, "We went over this. You even confessed to him!"

"I know, I know, I was stupid. Why would I ever think that he felt the same."

"I said stop. If this is why you called me. Then hang up."

"N-No.. I'm sorry.. Don't hang up"

"It's fine, I won't" He softened, "I just don't you to waste your time on trash like him."

"But he's not oppa. He's not trash. He means, meant a lot to me.."

"I know that's not how you feel.." He said, "I know you still care for him." Sometimes, more than me.

"I know, oppa.. that's what's driving me crazy. I can't get over him, I hate how he looks over me, and pretends to care. I hate how he acts so kindly and I hate myself for falling for him again and again." I sobbed, " I can't get him off of my mind.."

Someone knocked on my door, "Hey, oppa. One second, someone's here"

Did I buy something online? Maybe delivery?

"One second! I'll be out in a minute" I yelled

I was a mess, my makeup had smudged and my face was covered in mascara. I wiped it off quickly and ran to the door.

"I'm sorry I took-" I paused, "T-Taemin.."

"Hey, Eun Young.." 

"W-What are you..-" I quietly asked

"I know you like me.." He started, "And I don't like you."

My heart fell. He didn't have to tell me twice. 

"I know, we went over this at school." I snapped, "I don't understand why you're here to tell me this cra-"

My breathing stopped. My eyes widened. His hands were around my hips. My lips touching his. His lips touching mine. 

We were kissing. This was the moment I was dreaming of.. but..

Why did it feel so.. wrong?

 

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