"I think you deserve to know!" Kris oppa suddenly said.

Know what?

Is there a secret that they are keeping from me?

I looked at him confused, waiting for him to continue.

"You're maybe wondering what's wrong with Lilian too, Aren't I right?" He asked me. Suddenly, I felt bad. I didnt even think of my bestfriend. 

"Actually, Lilian and Chen had a past." He continued, looking at me with that petty look.

WHAAAAAAT? 

PAST?

LIKE, DATING PAST?

PLEASE DON'T TELL ME THAT! 

OPPA PLEASE DONT TELL ME THAT THEY WERE DATING BEFORE!

"O-ppa, b-by p-past, D-Do you mean t-that they were in a r-relations-ship?" I asked him stuttering, tears started forming in my eyes. 

He probably noticed it. Cuz what he did next was hugging me while asking me to cry more. He said that crying will help me feel better.

I continued crying while he just tried to comfort me.

"So that's why they felt awkward around eachother. That's why Sehun looks pale whenever I ask him about Chen or Lilian. That's why... That's why..." I said, stuttering, between my cries.

"Oppa, why didn't he tell me?" I asked him. I really want to know, why didnt I know this from him! It would have been way better.

"Maybe he didn't have the courage to tell you this. Maybe he was afraid to hurt you, to hurt your feelings. I can see th