Stockholm Syndrome [007]

Stockholm Syndrome

Title: Stockholm Syndrome
Written By: SSZE_A501

 

 

 

Chapter: SEVEN.

 

 

'I'm saying this just incase, if Kim Seyong doesn't treat you well, call me.'

 

I finished crying, no I still felt like crying, but the tears wouldn't come out anymore, I felt so tired, everything was so tiring to me now. I looked around to
see if anyone was inside, but I realised that time has passed fast, that it already became dark, and I was still on the floor. Then I looked down at what I
was holding onto. It was Lee Gunwoo's phone which he gave to me, when he went out of the house. Aish... Kim Seyong... I kept on thinking about Seyong
that I shook my head a few times, and got up from the floor. Eventhough I be like this, the only person who'll know my feeling is my heart. I will now
slowly forget about Seyong, I'm going to forget about him no matter what. When I got up, I thought about the phone Gunwoo gave to me again, was I
stupid or what. I didn't want to call Gunwoo, but I've already pressed the call button.

 

[Yoboseyo.]

"..."

[Yoboseyo... Chaejin?]

"Anyoung... haseyo."

[Yeah... what's wrong?]

 

When I called him, he sounded so different. He sounded more calm and soft, unlike talking face to face. He sounded so soft, and it felt comfortable talking
to him already, should I say, he's like a father to me? When I was thinking about something to say, Gunwoo who was on the phone, sighed as he spoke
to me first.

 

[Chaejin-ah.]

"..."

[... did something happen between you and Seyong?]

"..."

[...]

 

When he said the word Seyong, when he said the name Seyong, tears came coming up my eyes again. I thought I cried my tears out, that there was no left
to come out, but just by hearing Seyong's name made tears come out again, like it's reacting to only him.

 

[... where are you.]

"I'm... at home..."

[... I just left not long ago - hah- okay, i'll be there.]

"... where did Seyong go..?"

[... he's next to me.]

"... what is he doing right now..?"

[... I don't know.]

"... come quick..."

[... okay.]

 

Gunwoo hung the phone up first, I still grabbed onto the phone and wiped my tears off and covered my face. I put my  hands down, and looked into the
mirror which was infront of  me. I looked so bad right now. I was looking just fine, living here with Seyong, but now... I look so bad right now, why am I
looking like this?... if falling in love, they will look better and better by day, but i'm looking worser and worser everyday. At this moment, I only thought
about Seyong. When he comes inside the house, i'm going to ask him why he doesn't like me.

 

 

***

 

 

"Chaejin-ah."

"... y-yeah..."

"Chaejin... -ah..."

 

I fell asleep while waiting for someone to come inside the house. Someone was grabbing onto me and was shaking me up. That hand that was gripping onto
me, was so warm. And... the voice that made me cry. The only voice which made my tears come out. I slowly opened my eyes to see who it was.

 

"..."

"Chaejin-ah."

"... Kim Seyong."

"Yes, I'm Seyong."

"... why are you here. You bastard."

"..."

"Lee Gunwoo... where is Gunwoo?"

"He's not here. It's only us here."

 

Bastard... don't say the word 'us'. What are you saying that to me? You don't have the rights to say it like that. You already hurted me so much, and now
are you curing me?
You're so mean. Bad. How could you play around with me like this?

 

"Seyong-ah."

"..."

"What am I to you?"

"... someone precious."

"... then am I your... toy?"

"..."

"Am... I fun to play around with? Is it because i'm younger than you? Huh? Say something..."

"No... Chaejin-ah, don't be like this..."

 

I couldn't help it that I got my angers all out on him. I wasn't feeling tired anymore, that I was looking straight into Seyong's eyes, and was saying every
thing out. Seyong who saw me like that, flinched abit, and looked shocked. My words are right, you're the one who said not to love you, you're the one
who treated me like a invisible person, you hate me.
I didn't get Seyong's word when he said that I was precious to him. I then realised that, I smelled
alcohol coming from Seyong when he spoke. It wasn't the words that came to his true feelings, he was just drunk.

 

"I like you."

"... what?"

"I like you, Chaejin."

"Hah... serioulsy... you..."

"I like you. I like you..."

"Stop it, don't say the words that it's not from your true feelings."

"... i'm telling you the truth... I like you, Chaejin-ah, no... I love you."

"You don't like me. Why are you being like this now? If you like me, you should have said that... before!!!"

"... I had no other choice..."

 

It felt like the bomb has just exploded, my anger has just exploded out of me. I put my anger all on Seyong again.

 

"Chaejin-ah, I love you."

"... what are you... playing around like this.."

"I'll be nice from now on... Chaejin-ah, trust me..."

"... bastard."

"Yeah, I'm a bastard who mades you cry everyday. You hurts your feelings everyday. So, please... give me another chance."

 

My heart beats so fast, at Seyong's word, when he says that I believe in what he says, when he said that to me, it felt like I had the whole world to myself.
I think i'm crazy... do I have the Seyong illness or something... eventhough Seyong was drunk, what he said sounded true and everything about him, I felt
like trusting him and giving him another chance. Kim Seyong, the beast came towards me and kissed me. It wasn't the kiss that he made me cry after, it was
the softness and the kiss that made me have trust in him. Seyong-ah, I love you. Eventhough you don't, I will sitll love you with all my heart. As you said,
I want to give you another chance because I want to live in this world together with you...

 

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author's note :::

 

hello, i've updated. LOL XD my story is so bad... I don't like it at all...
i somehow think how I came up with this story o_o...
I guess i have no talent in writing... lol... chaejin falling in love with seyong again
seyong suddenly confession to chaejin...
I guess, the primary student can write more better than me -_-... i wish i end this more earlier...
but as i said, chapter 12 is going to be the last chapter so yeah...

hah... well... enjoy this chapter lol xD

 

 

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stskjd
#1
Chapter 13: My...my....my feels...? Why....? WHY DID SEYONG NOT WAKE UP!!! *cries heavily*
LAYNEDREA
#2
Chapter 13: The Link given IS A LIE!!!! T-T
ertedKpopFan
#3
Chapter 13: MY FEELS ;_;
SevenOne
#4
Chapter 13: Author-nim. I love you, you know? Y U KILL SEYONG OMG MY FEELS. This story was daeeeebak. Seriously. I love it. You did a great job! TTTTTTTT
byeolbit #5
Chapter 1: Oh god, is this how countries knows our country? :( the story was awesome though!!!
yasle-yang #6
God! I'm not even done with the story and you made me cry like 5 times so far. That's just mean.
faayicecream
#7
Nooooo stupid stupid stupid!! Tricked into reading angst! I hate angst and now I'm crying :'C I hate crying.<br />
Grawl I hate youuuu, but at the same time I can't help but love this ;__; I don't know what to feel anymore ..
jooyeonlee
#8
THIS . IS. WHAT. YOU. CALL. A . MASTERPIECE!!<br />
epic!
ChadaP
#9
And now I'm depressed ;___;<br />
<br />
Seyong, why'd you have to die? D:<br />
<br />
But I wonder what ChaeJin did after... did he just move in with Gunwoo or something? Lol, I can totally picture this story having a ChaeJin x GunWoo sequel XD
lverse
#10
Aww I thought you made a sequel:/ I want to read your new story but it's noy TT^TT And since I ship Sejin I can't get myself to read it lol:P as weird as it sounds i have an issue with that i can't read stories that mess with the OTP's somehow:/ Plus I'm already reading two of those and I don't know maybe I'l try^-^ You sshould make aa sequel(: I really liked this story:D Sad it's over TT^TT