Sungmin parked his car near the beach at Busan area, he stepped out from the car walk to the beach stood there and took a deep breath. Two years ago everything was nearly perfect for Sungmin, sharing two cans of cold beer while listening to wave sounds with his boyfriend and the sweet words exchanged between them those were just memories and what Sungmin had then was something that might change his world forever, broke his heart, betrayed himself but that was the best decision he had back then. Sungmin stopped his train of thought when he felt someone’s presence beside him, the person stood beside him without saying anything he just enjoyed the smell of the beach and how calm it was there. Neither of them said anything until Sungmin decided it was the right time to finally speak up

“Do you remember what happen two years ago here Kyu?” Sungmin asked

“Hmmmm…” ‘Obviously I remember min it was when we shared two cans of beer together and had a really nice conversation. Only two of us’ Kyuhyun thought inwardly

“You don’t, do you?” Sungmin smiled bitterly ‘I remember stupid’ Kyuhyun decided to just remained silent, he never thought that kind of question would be important to Sungmin “never mind, I knew it” after that Sungmin decided to remain silent again, he was preparing himself for the worst words he would say

“So…” Kyuhyun finally spoke up “Why did you ask me to come here today?” ‘It’s cold outside why can’t we have conversation inside a café where you can enjoy the heater without feeling cold like this I scared you will fall sick?’ Sungmin stared at Kyuhyun with teary eyes ‘what happen? Did someone hurt you?’

“Let’s break up kyu”

Silent… there wasn’t any noise but the sounds of wave, Sungmin tried to smile but the tears was just uncontrollable, it dropped on Sungmin’s cheeks even when he wished he wouldn’t cry in front of Kyuhyun when he said that

“Min….” ‘what the hell? Did he just say break up? What happened to him? Did he cheat on me?’ Kyuhyun tried his best to look calm although he couldn’t hide the confusion on his eyes

“see this Kyu” Sungmin walked for few steps and walked back to Kyuhyun’s side “we need  two legs to walk, just like love, it needs two persons walk together side by side helping each other to make it works, but on our case? It always only me… alone” Sungmin stopped and looked up trying to dry his eyes

“Min….” ‘I always… always walk beside you min, why can’t you feel it?’

“I can’t feel your love Kyu, you’ve changed a lot and I guess you don’t want to walk beside me anymore to make our love works so this is the best way Kyu, let’s break up” It was hard to say it on the first time and still it was hard to say it for the second time “Your jealousy for the first few times I thought were cute sides of you, but after few months I feel suffocated by your paranoid feelings towards me Kyu, tell you the truth I never cheat on you or even think about it but you always treat me like I’m a guy who like to cheat in our relationship, you always asked me not to join this, join that because you scared I might cheat on you, I can’t even meet my friends properly again”

“That’s actually…” Kyuhyun couldn’t continue his mind was too messed up after Sungmin said break up ‘it’s because I love you so much min, I scared one day you might leave me alone with this amount of love I have only for you’

“You are selfish Kyu, that’s the point why we can’t work this relationship anymore Kyu, I’m really tired of it, especially for the past few months you’ve been ignoring me, even when we are together you never say anything but only a few words and the small things like our anniversary or our memories in the past you can’t even recall about it which means this relationship is not important for you anymore” Sungmin looked down to the sand and the tears were uncontrollable anymore

“I….” Kyuhyun wanted to hug Sungmin but his body stopped by its own when he heard Sungmin sobbing ‘I wasn’t ignoring you min, it’s because  I want to listen to your voice more, and the insecurities of losing you after that guy confessed to you few months back was something I can’t handle, my selfishness… you are correct. It blinds me. ’

“I love you Kyu” Sungmin looked up with the tears that haven’t dried yet but the smile on Sungmin’s face showed Kyuhyun that he was braver than what Kyuhyun thought “but if you are tired of me, of this relationship it’s not good for both of us anymore so …” Sungmin paused for a while and took a deep breath “let’s stop everything now, before I fall even more to you and I can’t let you go anymore”

“….. Are you sure about this?” Kyuhyun looked at Sungmin on his eyes found that the latter looked really hurt but still he was smiling despite the pain he had ‘because I’m not sure about this min, tell me it’s just a lie, tell me so I can fix our relationship’

“I am Kyu” tears again dropping down from Sungmin’s eyes

“Well….” ‘Please… don’t go….’

“Good bye Kyu, hope you find another guy who will give you happiness not like me” Sungmin  didn’t even listen to what Kyuhyun was going to say, “it’s over” Sungmin whispered more to himself and walked back to his car left Kyuhyun behind who was still staring on Sungmin’s back

“Don’t go….” Kyuhyun whispered softly “I love you min… I really do…” Kyuhyun dropped down on his knee and cried his heart out loud

How is it? ._.v I keep trying different genre because I want to know what kind of genre will suit me most … /_\ okay I shall go now til next time everyone ^^/ - lch

*dear me please stop talking so much*