" You can tell me anything. " Kibum stated, being damn worried because of his best friend he knew ever since he was a little child. It had been weeks since Jonghyun started acting weird towards everyone, even towards Kibum and usually the latter was the only person he opened up to whenever he didn't feel well. This time it was different. Jonghyun didn't want to see anyone, felt uncomfortable, was crying a lot and no one knew why. The younger couldn't stand it any longer, so he just visited Jonghyun without telling him, stormed past his mother and up into his friend's room. He knew that Jonghyun wasn't ready to go anywhere and probably angry since he hated it when people visited him without telling him beforehand, but he didn't give a .
Jonghyun was protesting like crazy, yet Kibum was able to get him out of the house after fighting with him about 15 minutes. It was hell of a process, but it was totally worth it. Jonghyun had to talk about this matter and Kibum didn't want Jonghyun to feel like no one would understand.
He wanted to understand, he wanted to help.
Jonghyun shook his head to Kibum's words, bottom lip trapped between his teeth.
" I can't. " He spoke with a tiny voice but his stubbornness was clearly audible.
" You can. "
"No ! " 
Kibum stepped back a little as Jonghyun raised his voice and glared at him with anger and frustration written all over his face.
What in God's name made Jonghyun like this.
" Why do you think you can't ? " As hard as it was to remain calm, Kibum managed to do it, eyes almost piercing Jonghyun's soul.
" I just can't, okay ? Can I please go back home now ? " The older sighed heavily, feeling like screaming and crying at the same time. 
He wanted to tell Kibum, he really wanted it, but it hurt him. It was painful since he thought too much about what was more or less bothering him, thought that people would hate him.
" Do you think I will hate you ? " 
Jonghyun nodded, his gaze immediately falling to the ground again. Should he tell Kibum ?
" I won't hate you, no matte