~ Friday Morning ~ 

When I finally awoken to find Changmin holding my light blue silk bathrobe.

" I'm actually glad ." I said as I rub my head 

He walks to me

" How long have you been stand there ?." I ask 

" Since 3:30am ." He said sadly 

" I need to get new clothes and I have it's one that I hate. I'm tired of ripping good clothes." I said as laughed 

" Yeah sounds like fun ." He said with a giggle 

" Better than waking up ." I said as I lift myself in sitting position. 

Then when I finally think I was ready I stand but I can't I'm too off balance I fall a little he catches me when he catches me.

 He felt on my back and she look at my back, he gasped at horrific scars on my back. 

" Oh my god Esme your back ." He said as her eyes well up with tears and ran as she dropped my bathrobe. 

When I get upstairs to find Changmin standing by Yunho patting his shoulders while crying. Yunho turn to me. 

" What the hell did you say to him?." Yunho asked clearly mad as hell 

" I didn't said anything bad to him plus he saw something that he wasn't suppose to see and I didn't want him to see them." I said 

" That is ?." Yunho ask me 

" Oh nevermind ." I said 

" Esme show me now ." Yunho said 

" No ." I said nervously 

" NOW!!!" Yunho shouted in anger 

" Fine ." I said as tears well up 

I turned around and undid the bathrobe. Fold down halfway and now my back is exposed. As he see horrific scars on my back

" Now is the freak show done ." I said as the tears rolled my cheeks
  
It's good thing I ain't facing them I don't want to show how weak I'am. 

" Yes, you can cover up ." Yunho said 

" Thank you and if anyone needs me I'll be upstairs I'm not going to school then later shower and finally the music room ." I said 

I ran to the stairs and up to my room. I closed the door and I jumped into my bed I cried for fifteen minutes. I then pull myself together I went to the bathroom.

I started my bath. I fill warm/hot steam bath then I poured lilac bath salts and I got in and wash my body in twilight woods. It feel so good and rinse my body off. 

I picked up my vanilla shampoo. I scrubbed in for two minutes and I rinsed and then I finally vanilla conditioner. I scrubbed in for two minutes and I let sit one minute and I rinse it off. 

 I went to dresser and pull out a purple lace push-up bra, purple lace underwear and put them on then I slip on a long silk purple nightgown that hugs my body in all the places.

 I went downstairs into kitchen to find Yunho and Changmin. When I enter the kitchen all eyes are me but I didn't care. I went to stove to put kettle on so I can have some peppermint tea. 

My favorite tea and to cabinet to get a packet the kettle went off. Got my favorite mug which said Lovely in cursive and finish with tea. 

" I'm going to the music room for while ." I said 

I left them in the kitchen and to the Music room and sat down at the piano and starting playing Maria's sacrifice from the movie. 

The Secret Of Moonacre my favorite I start humming to it with music I'm one with myself. I heard a knock at the door.

" Come in ." I said 

The door opens and I looked it's Yunho. 

" Are you okay ?." He ask 

" Yeah so ." He said 

" Did Changmin ask you to do this ?." I ask 

" Yeah ." He said 

" Then I forgive you ." I said 

" What!?!? Why?!?!?." He ask in shocked

" I like Changmin he has a good heart and mind and he doesn't need stress ." I said 

" Oh ." He said

" I love him and you 

He smiled at what I said to him then there's knock at the door. 

" Come in Changmin ." I said smiling softly 

He opens the door then closed behind him. 

I remember his stage name. 

" Come over Max ." I said 

He comes over cautiously like scared little boy in trouble with his parents. 

" It's okay I'm not mad anymore it's just those scars bring up painful memory and I didn't want you or Yunho to see them ." I said

He came closer to me with tears b in his line of vision. I patted on piano bench for him to sit next to me. 

To my surprise he sat next to me on my left while Yunho is on my right. Then I see the tears escaping his beautiful eyes. 

" Hey, it's fine now ." I said as I wipe away the tears 

He nod and I nodded and started playing the piano this time play Broken 

" Where do I go from here? I'm so lost
Do you know how hard it is?
Fighting my way through this
Shouldn't even be like this
Shouldn't have to feel like this
no..... noooooo no ." I sang with same sadness 

" Esme ." Changmin said softly 

" Yeah ." I said 

" Why do you have scars on your back ?." He ask 

I hugged him because I'm going to him and Yunho is painful story all on its own.

" I was fifteen at time. It was my first battle one night I was captured by the tribe we're battling against. One night the head leader of the other tribe came into bedroom and me and wife came in because she heard screaming. He blamed it on me and the wife had this whip with broken glass shards at the end. Leader queen took me to the basement and she whipped me but they did not take to a healer to treat the deep wounds they did. I wasn't found until four months later because the other tribe died of unknown disease. I told my tribe they were angry but they were glad they are dead ." I said 

" Jesus Christ ." Yunho said 

" Yup ." I said 

" Esme ." Yunho said softly 

" Yes, Yunho ." I said as Changmin holding on to me 

Is Changmin a skinship  person.

" Do have other scars ?." He ask me 

" Yes, some are from battle while others are from torture ." I said 

He nodded. 

" Hey, why don't we watch movies in my bedroom I have a huge bed to myself and I feel lonely in it ." I said 

They both nod their heads in excitement. 

We both headed for my bedroom I can't believe we spending the day in bed and watching movies. I need stress reliever and watching feel good movies. Always lift my mood no matter what I have going on in my life. 

I picked out The Princess Bride, Mary Poppins, Pretty Women, The Fox And The Hound, Little Princess, Bambi, The Secret Garden, Peter Pan, Flicka, Miracle On 34th Street. 

Noticed how they all kids movies but doesn't matter how old they managed to make to you feel good inside. 

Changmin went downstairs to the kitchen to make some popcorn for the movie day. This time Changmin came with two big bowls of popcorn. 

I set the popcorn on each side and then I pop in Peter Pan. 

I got into my bed making myself comfortable as the guys did the same. Changmin laid his head on my chest as Yunho laid his head on my shoulder. 

Honestly I felt butterflies in my stomach and maybe I should give them the two necklaces as a shield of protection. 

You might said I'm coming close to loving them deeply. Even though I just them but my feelings are take over.