As she looked at herself at the mirror, she wanted to believe that she still looked the same; that she was still the same Cha Hyunsoo from three years ago. But she was a mess and the same things were filling her eyes: pain, loneliness, sadness, desperation, sadness, anxiety, anger, fear…she was just broken and lost. And in the ocean of emotions her eyes held, it was hard for her to find herself. She tried so hard to get back up but then her insecurities would alw