"I regretted that I left you. The desire for pain that I received within the first experience wasn't absolutely enough for me, I guess so. That must be the reason why I was blinded to have him as a choice for the second time, abandoning such a precious you alone in the middle of nowhere.    

Amber. A hard clear yellowish-brown substance used in making decorative objects or jewellery.     Ember. A piece of wook or co

A life as an orphan is really difficult for Jong In. His childhood was like an eroded road with rocks scattered all over which made anyone who walked by injured and hurt. It didn't benefit anyone but pulled them down. No one wanted to take care of him. Even to the orphanage he belonged, he was a non-precious stone of disluck with no value.