Cause I Do Believe..
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"I regretted that I left you. The desire for pain that I received within the first experience wasn't absolutely enough for me, I guess so. That must be the reason why I was blinded to have him as a choice for the second time, abandoning such a precious you alone in the middle of nowhere.
Having left by him, the first person who I really felt the meaning of love with, for the first time in my lifetime, was as painful as an ant being stumped by an elephant. It wasn't possible for me to withstand the undergoing pressure all along myself.
That was when I recognized the ahjusshi in our district who ran a delicious gogi shop near our destined house. I never noticed his existence or either paid a care, until that day when he mercilessly stabbed my heart into pieces, breaking every glass wall of my interior strength, making me fall on my knees in the centre of the silent crossroads of the night when the gogi ahjusshi cycled around professionally on his gogi-delivery bicycle.
That was where our story started, interpreting every single line of our life pages up all night, accompanying each other with several uncountable glasses of soju.
That day was to be a memorable one, where we dragged ourselves into steps of intertwine. The vines grabbing the whole me, were loosening thread by thread since the day he conquered into my life.
He was back then a miracle-like angel sent to me from god, as a gift to all my struggles in my life. But after when that him returned to my life heartlessly, thoughts were fired from my head, allowing confusion overwhelmed.
I considered every one step on where I went wrong every night, not able to sleep at nights. Sleeps I skipped were uncountable, where I dreamt of you and me together, constructing a very wonderful home with a son like ordinary pairs. But I think I was the one who made the unforgivable mistake that I can't withdraw. I regretted every words I told off. I'm really sorry, ahjusshi. I'm really sorry.
From the heartbreaker Hong Mina"
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