______________       When he saw his bloody and mutilated body on the smoking hospital room, Taemin can't tell the difference in being dead from being alive.    

      반말 (banmal) noun, etymology:  From 반 (ban, “half”, 半) + 말 (mal, “speech”)           1.    crude or informal language      

    Lee Taemin is old and alone.   He asks himself, "Whatever happened?"   That, he do not know.