I didn't understand my self esteem. I just wanted to be perfect. Just a bit.    --   HAI GAIZ. omg i have not updated my other fic in a while orz/// sorry ; ___ ; SOBBEUU///  I just wrote this because I didn't really have much on my mind and I wanted to try out a different writing style, because I have a bad habit of repeating myself. So yeah LOL. This is a one shot, cause id