He never thought he would ever get this feeling. It wasn't a want anymore, it was an obsession. A constant need to make sure that something is his. For once, he wanted to make sure to have something. He wanted to claim something. Or someone…

It has been a while since Kyuhyun passed away, but Siwon can't accept the truth. He can't let his only love disappear into nothing. That's why he always thinks about Kyuhyun, recalls memories and dreams about him. Even though, he will be hurt at the end of the day, or even early in the morning, he doesn't want to go away of the memory of Kyuhyun. One day, he thinks, he can'