xuan yi has always lived a life of seclusion - from her peers, her parents, and lately, herself. she couldn't understand what was wrong with her - it's frustating to say the least. sometimes it's the sudden panic attacks, then it's the chest pains - then she couldn't breathe. just like a child choking a goldfish as it helplessly stares at the water where it could've been safe; so close, yet so far, she felt like the universe always toys with her.