Am I running away from the pain or am I hurting myself as I runaway?

Well, my life became turn and twisted because of accidents. I don't believe in fate, but what should I call this?

There's just this moment when you wanted to be with somebody, holding hands in the cold night as the snow falls.   been listening to SJ's Snow White and the music got so into me that I came up with this imagination while listening to the song. maybe you should try listening too ^^

It's your first time to be attending a concert. You are nervous, unsure of what will be happening.