Title: Pain Washes Through Like Water ( Until You Drown ) Pairing: Kai/Kyungsoo Genre: angst, romance Warnings: tragedy Length: 1.3k Summary: Jongin draws what his heart doesn't have, and what his heart wants.

; if you can't love why live ; baekhyun thinks as he pushes himself off a ledge

Kyungsoo always had it rough, well since school started it was. When he was little it was perfect, but he was alone, but alone and free. He had anything he could ever ask for, three best friends.  Well all in his head, Sungmin was sporty, all he ever did was play sports. Changho was spazzy, he was so wild and out there it was amazing that th

Kyungsoo had his entire life planned out, from his first public school to his job when he was done. He picked a boyfriend and married him. His college, house and everything was picked out and finished. But he had choices to change his path, liking another guy once, getting asked out, different schools, homes, places.

Kyungsoo asked for forever Jongin didn't believe in forever Baekhyun could give Kyungsoo a future And Jongin can't let go of the past.

When the Black Market crashes, and the Depression stabs like a knife Love is harder to find than a penny

“My name is Jongin. I’m the writer who lives next door. See you tomorrow, hyung. Don’t forget!” -Anterograde Tomorrow    -- Such a simple quote, that carries a large bounty... made him read this... made him suffer... made him realize...

  Date:  15/12/2013

Luhan asked for forever Thr