I have always lived in a delusional life.The type of life that anything that defies me will result in complete rejection.Anything that's come from that person will be rejected.As though I live in my own world,and yes,I do live in my own perfect world. My life has always been very bad.Bad in the sense of crying every night and getting angry everyday,so horrible that in time,I created a wall,not allowing anyone or anything to penetrate it.Slowly,a different world has been formed.Im n