maybe coming here wasn't such a bad idea after all.  

Kibum parents died ever since he was 4 and has been living with his grandma until she too passed away when Kibum was only 16. Jonghyun who happened to be Kibum's boyfriend gladly offered Kibum to stay with him. (Well Kibum had no choice & Jonghyun kinda forced him). Jonghyun i

I really hate my life, the only string that's pulling me from not killing myself is my boyfriend. He's sweet, he really is. But why does he like me so much, when I in return don't really talk with him. Well, of course I want to but there are some memories that restrain me from confessing my love for him or just boldly holding his hand. I really want to do all those cute things that couples do. He said he will wait but how long ?