For her, the nine of them were everything; they were her salvation, her world. They had saved her from herself, and had given her a new lease on life. However, when they were no longer nine, her world crumbled just seeing the pain they had to go through.   She knew what the media and the company had fed the fans were not the truth. Except for being a little bit more desperate, she also wanted the verity of everything that had transpired, just like the others.