Personal Message

k a i s o o

the last raindrop'I gave you my trust, I gave you my all. I offered you love and you just let me fall. I believe we'd last, I listened to your call. When will this last; this never ending roll? Cus now I'm so tired, my heart is in half. I don't know what to do, can't even fake a laugh. Trusting your words are true, of which I thought is enough. Why there's still sadness when we believe it's love?'

b a e k y e o l

i love you, chanyeolBaekhyun closed his eyes at the memory and busied himself at the clock instead; 11:56PM. He turned carefully to look at Chanyeol’s face and ran his index finger on the giant’s cheek as he stared at the peaceful image he has memorized for so long. His eyes began to water as he remembered what Chanyeol told him.

smile, baekhyun.Baekhyun takes in the darkness of the room, rivers of tears drowning his suddenly distraught world. All he can hear is the repeated shattering of his  already badly broken heart. He wanted to feel Chanyeol's arms, Chanyeol's warmth, Chanyeol's love, Chanyeol's everything around him. But Chanyeol is an to care.

i love you, baekhyun; In which Chanyeol heard what Baekhyun's heart said. He felt all along but decided to kee things the way that won't complicate them both. He thought he knew better -- only to realize that it is way off too late. He made Baekhyun fall and let someone else take the catch. [sequel to 'i love you, chanyeol']


k y u n g l a y (side; kaisoo)

resounds hushed forever The rain slowly dropped. An unexpected downpour for an unexpected loss. Jongin sheltered Kyungsoo with his umbrella. He wants to reach out, tell him something to make things better. But he pursed his lips instead, knowing that nothing can ever fill in the holes emptied by a once loving and beating heart. Jongin bit his lip as the first of Kyungsoo’s tears found its way out – another thing he can’t withstand. It was sad. Yixing, he’s gone. But one more truth hurts him more just thinking about it. They’re losing Kyungsoo too.