" I was selfish,dumb and unthoughtful. I couldn't do anything.. I couldn't safe him.. I couldn't help him... I couldn't stand seeing myself.. Myself who didn't care of knowing more about him, didn't appricate the time i spend with him... worst.. i didn't know his name. "

I have a fear of looking at people as our eyes meet. The feeling of desperately wanting something precious from them fills me to the brim. My demon side takes over completely and I can do nothing except watch my victim die in my very own hands while I sit at the back of my mind, unable to control my true self. My eyes are the very own contact to my demon self.

You take care of Kai when he is injured...

you and kai are very close you sleep wth the same bed and lives in one apartment you almost do that couples do. and one tine your friend visits you and she saw you wearing kai's shirt and kai is topless while you let her in and ask some random

you and Kai go out shopping and he gets really jealous because some boys think your cute and they try to talk to you and that's when Kai snaps at the boys

you have crush on Kai and in this masquerade ball something happen on you.

When you try to make your boyfriend Kai jealous.

he gets hurt and you have to take care of him

So I felt like trying to improve my writing. Don't let the beginning fool you, this is NOT a sad story and it doesn't really involve angst. I'm just trying to work on more detailed writing. :) However it is a topic that is close to me, so although critiquing is welcome, please try to be nice. :) I hope you like it~

Imagine coming home on your birthday to Kai, who has a lovely surprise