With a heavy heart he watched him, blonde hair, bright feline eyes and a smile that light up a room- yet it wasn't the same. 

A one nightstand and a near death experience make two people see life in a very different way.  (inspired by one of my favorite tv shows)

       Jonghyun reflects on what he has lost because of that night. He starts to wonder if it was really worth it and if pleasing the fans was worth letting go of the best thing he'd ever had

     After the break up with his girlfriend, Jonghyun wants Key. But, what's he going to do if Key has already moved on to another person? Another man by the name of Choi Minho, their fellow band mate?     Sequel to My Feelings--which you can read here http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/183050/my-feelings-jonghyun-jongkey-key-oneshot-