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Confession #21
i want to tell ppl to please, please not mix ic & ooc, & i want peace for my mind, so i'm ranting here. if a person wants to leave & tells u before going, remember they have a good reason to do so. if u don't know both sides of the story, stop assuming things & talking like u know everything.
i felt like i did wrong when i left her. i had depression irl & i had to leave bc i wasn't in the right mind to rp. i lost motivation to live & even more so, to write. my depression started affecting my ic chara. so i knew i had to leave before i hurt ppl. i tried to write my chara as smiling & happy but writing even one sentence took me literally 15 minute at that time. our r/s was becoming distant bc of me. (before this, we once had a fight bc my chara didn't smile, so i made sure to include the word 'smile' or 'laugh' in my rp almost always.) i was tired of putting up a fight for this r/s. i told her my reason, thanked her for everything & apologized in ooc. the way she acted overdramatic made me think i should've just ghosted her. i wanted to separate on good terms but she had other thoughts. i know it was wrong of me to leave but at that time i thought it was for the best. the things she posted on her fb wall made u think she was a victim of abuse.
i also admit i was immature. i hurried into being in a r/s, tho it was ic. i hope ppl will not be like me. i hope ppl make rational decision even tho it's only rp, bc rp can affect real life & vice versa.
admin's note
your ooc health and state of mind is very important. you did the right thing to inform her about your reason. you did nothing wrong and i applaud you for taking your time to inform her about it as much as you were stressed.
your ooc health and state of mind is very important. you did the right thing to inform her about your reason. you did nothing wrong and i applaud you for taking your time to inform her about it as much as you were stressed.
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