And here you go, the last bit I wrote. I don't know if I should laugh or cry XDDDD

“Baekhyun?”

I immediately jolted up at the sound of that dark voice I would recognise in every situation of my life.

“Oh wow you surprised me”. So I’m not crazy, thanks god.

He first touched the bench with his hands before sitting down. “It’s not wet” I said.

“Thank you” There was silence for a moment. Aish why haven’t I thought of some themes to talk about? How can someone be this stupid? “Ehm” I started “How are you?”

“Me? I’m alright thank you. Did you come over your hangover?”

I immediately blushed. What is this guy doing to me?

“Yeah… More or less, thank you.”

“I didn’t think you would remember coming here actually… “

„How could I even forget this?“ I answered a little bit too late so it was obvious I nearly forgot. He chuckled a bit and then we remained silent. 

Starting a conversation with a person you don’t actually know can be so difficult.

“I like your coat!” /Mental slap to myself/

He laughed.

He laughed his beautiful laugh.

I think I’m going to drop down dead soon if he continues to be such a… such a… AISH I don’t even know what he is.

“Thank you?” he said, more like asked. “You don’t really know how to start conversations am I right?”

“Not that much to be honest” I scratched my neck.

“But still you seem to be popular... what’s going on?”

I stayed silent

“Are you that unconfutable around everyone? Or is this just me?”

“NO!” That answer came a little too quick “I mean no I just had a bad day…”

“Oh why?”

That was when our conversation really started.

We sat there in the middle of the night both snuggled in our coats and talked about everything and nothing.

Time passed by unnoticed when we laughed, smiled or just talked to each other. That was the best time of my life. And also the moment I realized denying my feelings won’t help at all.

After a look to the sky I interrupted Chanyeol in what he was saying

“Chan, it’s already getting morning. I need to go.”

“What? Oh I have to go as well!”

He was about to stand up when I hold his arm

“Tomorrow, same time same place?”

He chuckled once again “What about earlier than 3o clock? So we can get some sleep?”

“Ok today 11PM here?”

“Alright”

I pulled him in an awkward hug and left him sitting there, not wanting to look at him after the hug. Aish I act like a 15 year old teenage girl. I shook my head and climbed the stairs to my apartment.

It went on like this. We didn’t act like we know each other at school but talked into the night every evening. I bet Tao started wondering why I stayed out this late every evening, but he didn’t ask, not until one

Chanyeol and I talked about everything and nothing, about our teachers, about politics, but in particular we talked about music. He told me he was writing songs but every time I insisted in hearing one he quickly changes topic to something unimportant as the weather or the latest movie he watched.

Our friendship deepend as the time went on. Everytime I arrived he already sat there on the bench, starring into nothing. But I guess that’s how he comes down.

One day when I came to the Bench he wasn’t there, so I decided to wait for him eventhough I had the feeling he would not show up today. After an hour of waiting I went back home, climbing the stairs. Why exactly did I stay when I already guessed he wouldn’t come? This guy is driving me crazy.

A/N

As much as I hate this, I am kinda thankful that I found it. It's quite the throwback and shows that I DID make progress in writing hahahha even I can see that even though I am not at all satisfied with my writing today. At least I have to admit now that I did get better hahahahahha

Anyway idk if anyone reads this even ahhahah but i hope you enjoyed. If you have a favourite embarrassing writing moment please do share.