RENDEZVOUS: GYURI

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THE ADVOCATE
trigger warning: eating disorder & ANXIETY
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A LITTLE About ME
FULL NAME HAN GYURI
OTHER NAMES
─ goeun ─ it was her stage name back in 2mix and gmix. the company picked it for her, it means delicate which she was back then but she's grown. now if anyone calls her that she'll kindly inform them that she no longer goes by goeun. 
NICKNAMES
─ RIRI / gogo / coco / gyu ─ her general nicknames
─ archery ace ─ no one knew their songs but gyuri stood out during isac for her amazing archery skills. She also got a lot of hate from other group fans for beating their bias
BIRTHDAY MAY 10, 1997
BIRTHPLACE INCHEON, south korea
HOMETOWN INCHEON, south korea
ETHNICITY korean 
NATIONALITY korean
LANGUAGES
─ KOREAN ─ native ─ her first language  
─ JAPANESE ─ basic ─ she learned from teaching herself  
─ ENGLISH ─ conversational ─ her english is actually really good, she studied really hard so she can talk to International fans
─ Spanish ─ conversational ─ once Again she studied hard to learn it for presente comeback 
FACECLAIM CLC'S seunghee
BACK-UP twice's jihyo
HEIGHT 162cm 
APPEARANCE gyuri is naturally beautiful, according to korean standards she's average but she never got surgery. she always struggled with weight because she has a curvier body and gains weight on her hips and lower body. now she has auburn hair that she loves.

STYLE gyuri's fashion is comfortable. she wears loose clothes often to cover her curves and to make her look slimmer but later she will embrace it and dress how she wants in more comfortable yet fitted outfits that match her body type.
A BLAST TO THE PAST
PERSONALITY infj, 1w9, lawful neutral
(+) empathetic, ethical, observant, reliable
(/) shy, perfectionist, soft spoken
(-) anxious, self-critical, pushover, private

empathetic: gyuri understands everyones pov even if its twisted and wrong she tries to give the benefit of the doubt. it is easy for her to feel others pain and cry with them.  so it makes her really understanding.

ethical: gyuri tries to do everything right. she gets anxious doing things she knows shes not supposed to. she tries to live as a righteous person.

reliable: she is very trustworthy and responsible. she takes rules seriously and will always be there on time. she is good at keeping secrets and is always down to help others.

observant: she notices when people are feeling unwell or down. being an idol before she learned to pick up the signs from depression or eating disorder. its hard to get things past her.

shy: gyuri doesn't like talking to strangers but its something she's getting better at. since its her job she learns the script well and can talk for rendezvous but offstage she gets flustered easily.

perfectionist: when it comes to dancing gyuri is really strict on synchronization and makes the girls practice until they reach their full potential. with breaks of course. she's a dancer so she's really serious about it.

soft spoken: but no matter how mad or serious she is gyuri rarely raises her voice. her voice is really quiet so its something she's working on. but in interviews she knows to talk louder. her members get scared when she lets out a big sigh and uses a deeper voice because thats how she expresses anger instead of screaming. rendezvous says that when she nags or she's mad her mom voice comes out.

anxious: gyuri is constantly worried. she thinks about many possibilities and worries about rendezvous success. in crowds she gets anxious, with loud noises she gets anxious. to reduce her anxiety she does yoga and meditates everyday sometimes multiple times.

self-critical: in gmix she was blamed for many things that wasn't her fault so now she blames herself for other peoples problems. its another thing she's working on. she wants rendezvous to do well so she might blame herself for their lack of sales or another member messing up because she shouldve made them practice more. 

pushover: gyuri was such a pushover before you can do anything to her and she'd forgive and end up saying sorry if she wasn't in the wrong. she's learning to not take everything from everyone anymore and be stronger. she is better at standing her ground and saying no and speaking up for herself and others now. but she still has a soft spot.

private: being private isn't bad but the way it shows in gyuri's personality is. she keeps her struggles to herself even if she's hurt and its slowly killing her. as the leader she doesn't tell her members her struggles but she does tell wooseok and her old members.

background by the time gyuri was born, her parents were falling out of love. they didn't do much to hide it, she was used to them arguing and her dad storming out the house for days. her parents couldn't stand being in the same room so she envied kids that looked like they had two happy parents because she always only had one.

gyuri took up ballet when she was 6. her friend from school took ballet and she wanted to join her. deep down it was because she wanted to spend less time at home because she didn't like all of their arguing. but as a 6 year old she didn't recognize the true reasoning. her parents divorced when she was 8 and she just lived with her mom. she poured a lot of herself into ballet. she was actually very good at ballet and it didn't take long for her to pass her peers. she wanted to stay with her friend that was in the lower level class so she took two classes, one with her friend and the other that was more challenging. she balanced dance and studying well, more classes meant more time away from home too so she was happy about that. her teacher was very positive to her because she was bigger than the others but still let her be lead. in the mean time her mom tried dating multiple times so gyuri never really knew what a happy home looked like because right when she was getting used to someone they broke up.

at the age of 12 she got discovered by a staff member of mm entertainment who actually went there to look for hiphop dancers but saw gyuri in ballet class and thought gyuri was beautiful so he offered her to audition and she passed.
THE ONES THAT MATTER

oh haemin | 1974 | MOTHER

gyuri loves her mom but she doesn't look up to her. she grew up seeing men walk all over her and it became the norm to her. it wasn't until recently did she start to get her power back and she still sees old qualities that she used to have in her mom. she wants her mom to be happy with herself and her mom looks up to her for being so strong. they're not very close but don't have a bad relationship either. SHE DOESN't talk to her dad.

kang sunhwa | 1991 | 1/4 OF GMIX | FC: 송주희

sunhwa was the motherly leader, main vocalist and dancer of gmix. as the oldest she was the one to take care of the girls and most mature. in a way she was the rebellious one because she was the one to speak up for them if anything despite not having much power. the whole time she was in 2mix and gmix she had a job on the side but stayed because it was her dream. besides doing minor acting roles and web dramas she mostly does musicals now a days. she always had a beautiful and highly underrated voice. now that she’s in musicals she’s finally starting to get some recognition. sunhwa is still like a mom to the girls, in the group chat she’s the one to ask everyone how they’re doing and make sure they all meet up once in a while. gyuri is the closest to her, she looks up to her a lot and wishes to be like her. whenever gyuri doubts herself as a leader she asks for advice from sunhwa who always knows just what to say.

kim yewon | 1994 | 2/4 OF GMIX | FC: 유라

yewon is absolutely gorgeous and as the visual and lead vocalist has to deal with all the pressures that came with it more than anyone. she’s a very shy person and even more camera shy. while in gmix she developed bulimia and depression and since disbandment has been on her way to recovery. the girls got closer over their mutual struggle with bulimia and now with recovering. she doesn’t look back on fame with fond memories, the only thing she’s grateful for is meeting the rest of gmix and some of bmix. now she lives a regular life without even a social media. she’s a student at yonsei university medical school and has a boyfriend who is also a med student. it’s the complete opposite of her old life but she’s actually happy for once. she’s really supportive of all the girls activities and shows up to their performances.

oh minjoo | 1995 | 3/4 OF GMIX | FC: 권소현

every group has a wild card member and that was minjoo. she was known for speaking her mind and not much changed since then. as the lead dancer and main rapper she was fierce back in the days and the most popular after yewon. after disbanding she became a bj, dancing in skimpy outfits for her millions of followers. she’s doing very well too, making the most money out of all of them and has absolutely no regrets about her job. she’s just unapologetically herself. she looks back at her time in gmix as a rollercoaster but something that she’d do all over again because at the end it made her stronger and a hell of a good bj. she also went to some wild parties and loves laughing about the men she dated back then.

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gyuri still talks to all of bmix. whenever 2mix has a reunion she’s there if her schedule allows her. out of all of them she’s closest to youngjin, hyunwoo and myungsik but finds herself texting them all at one point or another. it was Hyunwoo that told her about jinkyu’s cheating. he refused to sit back and see it happening and that actually brought them a lot closer. he confided in her a lot when it comes to his uality and she was happy he could feel open with her. since she’s the same age as youngjin they were very close too and still are. they were like a trio with jinkyu back then but now they barely talk about him. whenever they talk about old times and he comes up she can’t help but to feel a bit awkward actually. her relationship with myungsik mainly stems from dance, since they had the same job before they bond over showing each other choreography. bomin is always there to make her laugh and send cute videos of his daughter. she has her moments of silence with seonho but it’s all comfortable. if anything they can talk without words, just making a facial expression at each other and they’re both laughing.

LEE SURAN | 1988 | MANAGER

suran actually didn't think that gyuri would make a good leader and told her that before. so since then she doesn't open up to her very much and keeps their relationship professional. gyuri isn't mean to her, she's still nice like always just is closer to wooseok. she wants to prove to suran that she's strong enough to be the leader.

kang wooseok | 1990 | MANAGER

gyuri is close to wooseok, she tells him a lot actually. he is always there to support her so she's thankful to him. whenever she's feeling anxious or not good enough he reassures her. unlike suran he knows her whole past so he responds better. they can be seen talking on the side together often and fans ship them actually. they make fun of it because he's more like a big brother, she even refuses to call him oppa she calls him ahjussi. but even rendezvous sees they do have a connection. gmix refers to him as the y manager and calls gyuri the future ms. kang.

FUN FACTS
LIKES coffee for breakfast and Then smell of coffee in the morning, spicy food, flowers, spring, seeing her friends Happy, christmas because she's really good at getting personalized gifts

DISLIKES breaking out, seeing People get taken advantage of, strict diets, clothes That Are too revealing, hate comments, loud noises, wearing heels

HOBBIES dancing, choreographing, cooking, watching soap operas

HABITS   doing yoga In the morning Before anyone else wakes up  2  cracking her knuckles and basically every part of Her Body   hyperventilating and getting light headed when she's anxious or having a panic attack  4  slapping the Top Of Her members head when they do something wrong, Not that hard though Just like a scolding  5  sleeping With her eyes open   doing her skincare routine and meditating before sleeping   double checking the locks before bed   constantly doing a headcount of rendezvous

TRIVIA   she wants to legally change her name to ahra   she's trying to learn how to cook these days But she's tragic at It and doesn't know Why   she breaks Out if she Doesn't wash her Face before go to bed   she's a Really light sleeper, You have to tip toe and whisper For her not to wake up   She's dead without her morning coffee   she's terrified of loud noises specifically banging on a door because when gmix was getting a lot of hate two antis tried to break into their dorm   you can catch her in the Dance Studio choreographing often, sometimes she's just meditating in there   she's Very flexible because she took ballet when she Was younger   talents that she'd show off on variety shows is armpit farting, moving her Ears, and an eyebrow wave. she'd also love to show some difficult yoga moves that she knows  10  she's tragic at sports and is a terribly slow runner but she's really good at archery  11  at isac from 2013 to 2016 she got a perfect score in archery and gmix won everytime. the only thing that stopped their winning streak was disbanding  12  she thinks she looks better with long hair, in her opinion short blonde goeun was tragic  12  she hates wearing heels but is good at wearing them since gmix wore them a lot
STARDOM
STAGE NAME ahra, she wants to make this her new stage name because it means to know and to be wise which she thinks she is now.
POSITION LEADER, LEAD DANCER, RAPPER
TALENT TWIN(S) clc's seungyeon (oh my girl's yooa).

PAST EXPERIENCE
- 2mix (2011-2016)
- gmix (2013-2016)

TRAINEE LIFE 2 years (mm ent) 2019-now (prism)
gyuri trained for 2 years before debuting at 14 years old. when she debuted there wasn’t any significant struggles during training for her just the usual tiredness of it all and learning to be a hiphop dancer. she specialized in dance since she did it all her life and had a soft singing voice. she didn’t mind not singing much back then because she really preferred dancing.

when she made her debut she felt proud, it was like a dream she didn’t know she had until she had it. so when they went on a hiatus after their first album she was just as determined to help the company get back on their feet. it was her mom that put some money towards the company and gyuri helped out by joining local dance competitions. if she won she gave her winnings to the company. since she was a student at the dance studio for so long her teacher gave her an assistant teaching job for the little kids. she also got a few bucks on the side from doing other students homework at school. she was one of the members that became a choreographer for both bmix and gmix. throughout the years she helped choreography a lot of their songs.

after seeing bmix get 15,000 sales when they had a comeback gyuri was anticipating doing really well too. so when they didn’t she felt a bit defeated. since there were only 4 girls it took them a bit longer to make money so they didn’t have a dorm until their second comeback. they’d stay over at their leaders house during times of promotions instead. after miss you came out and there still wasn’t much progress gyuri started to question herself and if it was her fault they weren’t popular or well liked.

miss you was the turning point for them, the cute songs weren’t working out so the company decided to switch it up and try a bit of a y concept. gyuri continuously gained weight before that, she was dancing a lot but she also ate a lot. food became a comfort for her. they put the girls on a strict diet so their legs could look longer even if they were short. by now they were all living in a one bedroom dorm monitored by their manager so they couldn’t cheat their diet at all. for the month before their comeback gyuri was only able to drink one bottle of soy milk a day with dance practice and working out because she was the heaviest. if their manager caught them eating anything else they couldn’t eat or drink anything for the next 24 hours, that happened to gyuri the most because she tried to sneak food. they also had a scale in their living room so the girls weighed themselves multiple times a day. gyuri lost 10kg in one month. there were times when she felt faint but she didn’t say anything because she didn’t want to burden her members that also were going through the same.

when pitapat came out the girls were in short shorts with no safety shorts underneath to gain more attention. gyuri was 17 so she was underage at the time and really uncomfy so during their first comeback stages she didn’t go full out since she was afraid her would show. as the dancer she had to be front and center too basically shaking her at the camera and audience. but then she got ridiculed by her manager and other staff for not going full out and making the group look bad so since then she just it up.

they slowly grew in popularity but them being provocative came with y male fans. at their fansigns she would catch male fans staring at her cleavage instead of her face and it made her uncomfortable but she couldn’t do anything about it. there were many times she caught guys filming them from underskirt angles all the time and she couldn’t say anything because to the company any kind of fancam was a good fancam. even if it was from an inappropriate angle they could gain more fans if it went viral. no one cared about their music, just their bodies since that’s what they mostly promoted so there was a lot of pressure to look good all the time.

onstage she looked y and slim but behind the scenes she passed out during practices from dehydration a few times and developed an eating disorder. gyuri constantly weighed herself to make sure she wasn’t above 45kg because she feared she’d look fat and ruin gmix’s y image. whenever she ate she couldn't stop herself from eating a lot from stress but was scared to gain weight so she threw up her food. her company was okay with them eating at one point as long as they threw it up later and weighed themselves. she didn’t have her period for years either. anytime the group failed to gain attention or sell albums the company blamed them so she blamed herself a lot for things out of her control.

she thought their career was going up after selling 20,000 albums for love emotion but when presente happened it all went downhill. they suddenly got so much hate from bmix fans and death threats. the amount of hate comments they got surpassed the good comments. their videos and songs went through mass dislikes. when they were promoting naturalness fans would harass them on their way to schedules and they got booed during one of their comeback stages. their sales went down so much too. they still had two years left in their contract but mm ent decided they weren't useful to them anymore and disbanded them after that.

for the last 5 years she was an idol thats all she knew and to have it taken right from under her all of a sudden left her stuck with no where to go. she wasn't popular enough to go solo and had no interest in acting so she went back to what she knew best, dancing. she became a dance teacher at the studio back in itaewon and focused on healing herself both mentally and physically. she started taking yoga and meditation to help with her anxiety and found a safe relationship with food. at the yoga studio is where she got discovered by siryeon, they ended up talking before class and gyuri ended up being the leader she was looking for.

MEDIA PRESENCE unless they were a fan of gmix not many people would know gyuri. they might recognize a gmix song but not her since she wasn't a popular member back then. They’d only recognize her as being the archery ace if they watched isac.  but fans of gmix remember her as cute and shy, often leaning on her members for help and comfort. so for them to see how much she's grown, they'll definitely be surprised.

HEADLINES articles about her weight gain since she has a curvier body, they call her ugly and fat. then on a talk show she claps back by saying she's healthy now instead of before when she was underweight.

CAREER ASPIRATIONS gyuri’s career aspirations mostly focuses on her becoming a stronger person and leader. she gets a lot of hate for embracing her curvy body type but learns to not let it bother her. instead she becomes more confident to talk about the issues idols face in public and like an advocate for it. she also finally gets known for her choreographing and dancing.
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THE LOVER
FULL NAME bang jinkyu
BACK-UP LOVE INTEREST SAME PERSON BUT INSTEAD he's living a regular life struggling

FACECLAIM byungchan
BACK-UP sejun 

DATE OF BIRTH MARCH 22, 1998
OCCUPATION ex bandmate, actor 

PERSONALITY his app

LOVE STORY gyuri was good friends with jinkyu during training, she thought he was a cute kid and didn't see him as anything else since he was younger than her. it was during their hiatus did they get closer, even though they were split 2mix still practiced together. he tried to learn dance and choreographing from her. everyday they'd dance together. she thought it was sweet whenever he came to her shows and put extra effort to impress her so she fell for him. they started dating in january 2013 before bmix had their debut because he didn't want another idol to like her first. she thought it was really cute actually.

even when they were busy with their schedules he would do little things like surprise her with a flower and put a lot of effort into making time to be together. since 2mix debuted before it wasn't weird if they talked on stage or were playful with each other. they were still kids so they were awkward and it was like cute puppy love.

both of them were going through the same thing, struggling with gaining popularity but their reactions were different. jinkyu wasn't good at holding himself back and would lash out so gyuri had to try and make him calm down and feel better. he started to scream and get angry at her when it wasn't her fault he was mad and she felt guilty that she couldn't help him and made him more mad. fame really ruined their innocent relationship because jinkyu had such a jealous streak when he was upset. he didn't realize how his actions embarrassed her. if another guy talked to her backstage he almost fought with them so she didn't make other friends, thats why after so many years her members are her only friends.

she wanted her first to be her last relationship unlike her parents so she tried hard to make it work. she always forgave him and tried to fix him and make excuses for him.  she was struggling too but put her issues aside for him. she lost a lot of weight in a short time and instead of being worried he said she got prettier and it really hurt her but she never said anything. everytime she tried to complain he talked about how his day was worse and made her worries feel invalid. both her career and him drained her but she didn't leave. 

after he joined rookiedol she was so supportive of him and happy he made the lineup and found fame. she always talked good about him while the others talked bad. she was the inbetween between him and the rest of 2mix because he wouldn't listen to anyone else. she even understood when he went out to clubs because he said it was to network but instead he was cheating on her. that is the only reason she left, she would tolerate a lot but not cheating. after breaking up she still had a soft spot but didn't act on it.

they were in the same company but didn't talk at all, he spiraled down on his own. her bulimia got worse after breaking up with him and she was left to recover on her own. since breaking up and leaving mm ent they haven't spoken once, she just hears about him from 2mix or sees him in the news. she felt bad for him but decided it wasn't her problem.

when she debuted in rendezvous he sent a congrats but she didn't respond because she got stronger and promised herself to set boundaries. he reached out to her when he was struggling and she got him into prism. but maybe that wasn't the best decision.

TRIVIA 
- he used to bring her a flower everytime he saw her and she loved it
- he was her first everything
- when they weren't in the dance studio they would watch soap operas together
- she got him into skincare because they have similar skin
- before he got famous he was really attentive to her like a golden retriever
- she knows his childhood wasn't great so she invited him to her place often when they were younger so he has a good relationship with her mom. she never once talked bad about him to her so she still likes him and doesn't know why they broke up.

CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS EXES
ENDING RELATIONSHIP STATUS YOU CHOOSE
THE ENDING
comments Open
scene suggestions 
- rendezvous getting their First win and gyuri giving a heartfelt speech while crying and the other members hug her. then When They Have the encore stage her voice is still stable when crying
- gyuri almost burning down the kitchen With Her terrible cooking skills 
- gyuri freaking out from a loud noise and having a panic attack
- shipable moments between wooseok and gyuri

discography suggestions 
- kiss by tri.be
- cool by nmixx
- closer by oh my girl
- vogue by oh my girl
- make me go by twice
- trick it by twice
- me by clc
- no by clc
- not that type by gugudan
- boots by gugudan
- love bomb by fromis_9
IN THE SCENARIO THAT YOUR CHARACTER IS NOT CHOSEN, DO I HAVE YOUR PERMISSION TO USE YOUR CHARACTER SOMEWHERE ELSE IN THE STORY?: yes maam
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Luigi-a
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Ohh what the heck this is so good!! I absolutely love tje dark interesting topics you handled so well and I'm definitely rooting for her