Well...this is my first blog. I don't even know how to start. It might be personal, but I would also like to share it with you through a couple of sharp,beautiful,painful,loving words.

So many emotions, right?

Yeah, I know.

There we go...

Well...it's so hard when bad things happen. Or when you are actually living them. For a long time. It's a living hell.

Mixed emotions...more than you can count. Your mood swings ease their way into your life on daily basis...you wish you could stop them, but you can't.

I don't like how this first piece of writing of mine on AFF is going, but I'm just so tired of everything. Too many things bottled up...I have to let them go somehow.

And I also know that you probably have no idea what's going on, but please cope with me. 

It's so hard when you love someone without being loved back. You feel lost, confused, hurt. When you love someone, things change. You change.

So many questions can't find their answer so they rack your brains for finding their answers. And it's excruciating.

While reading this...see if you can find yourself in it.

And let me tell you. Never hide your feelings. Go ahead and fight everything that stands in your way if you have to.

It's love.