Include clowns and little creepy dolls - those are scary

my worst nightmare i dreamed was when i was 5 years old and up until now i still dream of it and it somehow became a phobia of mine, i don't know if you can call it phobia but it was really traumatic for me since it happened when i was still a little kid and i really cry when i feel like it is happening. Well back when i was still 5, my mom said we're going to the market to buy veggies for dinner, all of us 5 (my parents, me and my 2 other siblings) but i told my mom, since there's still (i think) 20 minutes before we leave, that i'll just play with our neighbor. when i go to the house of my friend (just a house away from ours) she's not at home so i decided to play on the other side of the neighborhood (since my friend lives on our left side, i go to our right side and play with my other friends there) but i can still see our house since i'm only playing in the street and i look at our house from time to time to see if we're leaving to the market. i got distracted and by the time i heard a motorcycle sound nearby and i looked at our house my dad already started the engine and they drove away leaving me behind, my mom i think saw me but she didn't tell my dad to stop the engine. i called my mom since she's the last one on the seat but she didn't look back. i called my dad, he didn't look back either, or at least stopped the engine to let me ride with them. i followed the motorcycle, crying, up to downtown. mind you, our house is a kilometer away from downtown and i ran that kilometer crying. i was nearly at the market but i lost them, and just decided to go back and wait for them to come home. when i arrived at the house i was surprised they're already there with the veggies and i asked my mom where did they buy it coz they're not at the market. my mom was surprised since i never get that far, specially alone but my dad got angry coz i left without permission.

I was think about afraid of violence.. Just like traumatised,.. It can caused a nightmare. Hehe.. Actually it was my weakness.

I will have a nightmare if I see extrem violence... I can't sleep well and it took a long time to forget... This is the truth :(

Our favourite kpop group decided to ended their group activity and get out from kpop world T.T x3 jk jk

how about something about psycho , like you have a psycho boyfriend (just like in blossom tears mv) , just giving my opinion^^