Hey guys 

I know this isn't kpop related but for those readers I'm sorry I haven't updated in so long. Im very sorry 

So much things has been happening. And I just don't feel like my fanfics are good. I want to make my fanfics the best it can be for all of you but recently i havent had any ideas on my mine. 
 

I dont know if its because of tooooooo much stress from school, family, friends.... or its just my depression kicking in. 

I want to write these stories for all of you but the way i write i feel like im such a disappointment. >< urg. My mind is messed up. 
 

I never see anything I do worth anything. >< I'm already babbling. Sorry again >< 

You may be asking why am I babbling my problems to you all but i feel like you will all understand it better than those people who I know. 

these things I'm thinking are distancing me from my family and friends. (even myself) 
i just don't understand myself anymore.....

but I promise I will get better and I will update more... I promise  

<3