Haha. It's everything, and nothing.

I guess I'm just being selfish.

There are people with real problems, and here I am, going insane quietly.

I should just it up, and stop complaining.

But unfortunately, I can't.

It's the hardest part about it, really.

I've tried hard to stop, and I was successful for a while.

It always goes this way. It's a cycle.

So far, I'm about, what... 2 days clean? It won't last long.

It never does.

I'm sorry to those who would like to know.

To those who would like to help.

Because it's just not going to happen.

I won't ever tell.

No one will ever get inside my mind.

I won't let them.

I'm just a pathetic selfish person after all....