so regarding the banning of the story, i am sooooooooooooooooo lucky for:
-being able to bring my baby back
-have AFFhelper help me within two days, which i find pretty damn speedy speedy
-have amaaaaaaaaaazing readers! <3333<3333333

quick quick, ima get down to business for the main thing i bet you're all wondering!

 chapter wise, it is done and ready to go. but now that this has happened, it gave me a chance to rethink and now i think im gonna fix it up a little LOL. ;~; i know i know i hate me too but i just feel like its not fully what i should put out, if that makes any sense

so hopefully, it'll be out before valentines day!

and now, onto you readers! i want all of you to come to me so i can just (づ￣ ³￣)づヾ

although i did lose some, i felt like this was almost a good thing, more than bad!

for a while, i just wasnt in the writing cube. but feeling so much love and support from everyone when i tried to post a crummy chapter LOL i've never felt so amazing

i was a little scared (tbh the red word 'banned' beside each chapter title scared me less) but what calmed me down was seeing everyone's messages and comments. instead of feeling like sharting my ripped underwear, i felt so hardcore and unbreakable because of our readers :DD 
like i had and have a squad of 1.5k, so thank you soooo soooooooooo much! even just a short, one worded message calmed my chunky greatly, even the angry scary ones were like ultra strong tranquilizers LOOOL. 
everyone helped to make this such a smooooooooooth, almost enjoyable, transaction and i think i fell deeper in love with everyone :))))

So ive been asked, do i hate AFF/mods/etc now?
naaaaahhhh irwin, naaaahhh.

if my story actually contained child abuse, it would be completely my fault for the banning. tbh, i don't support their removing shota content (my guilty, non-guilty, pretty lulu pleasure) but i'm not totally against it.  they're just trying to protect our precious site from getting removed. (feel like i just betrayed everyone by saying that lol) but it's the truth. and tbh, i was asked multiple times, but i dont see myself posting my stories anywhere else. Plus, like some other authors, you can make a story here, and give links to the yummy chapters (that are posted on other sites)!

+ i also wanna briefly apologize for all the inconveniences, hella slow updates, and for the people my story has offended. LOL no one's perfect, but to this extent, even i'm questioning myself lmaoo

and once again, i cannotnotnot thank anyone enough!! for everything, nam sayin? someone told me i'd be fine, some were feeling a little hot towards AFF, someone just wrote "where?", i got loads of love, the queen of hunhan and cuteness (aka exodic) spilt a full jug of chocolate milk on herself, etc.
and tbh, each and every one (and everyone!) alone made me feel spectacular!! even just a single word from them alone, down to even just where they placed a comma or period, i feel hella fire!!! like i could run through scuzzy towns with you guys as back up, and tear the place up without getting touched! so thank you thank you thaaaaank you!! :DD <3333333<333333333333333333333<33333333

p.s. idk where this line would fit, im not even mad, nor am i nearly as sassy as gaibian/delora LOL. but i just really wanna put it even though no one's actively hating me.

as she once said, "just don't ing touch me now!"