hi yes so I'm just gonna put this here because it's kinda why I havent been writing a lot recently

So just recently I was diagnosed with Social Anxiety and a little bit of Depression and it's a lot to take in and getting motivation when having these illnesses is literally so ing hard like I have zero motivation to write, and on top of that whenever I do I panic and think that no one is going to like whatever I write and that they're gonna hate me for it I wish I wasnt like that I love writing and I love getting feedback from every single one of you but I have these deep fear of rejection among things I love and from what I express myself through.

I promise I am going to get back into writing I promise ok a lot of you seem to like the words that come out of me and that means a lot. It really does, because it really does kinda show I am worth at least a little something.