So yeah basically I'm just gonna talk about the VIXX showcase and my experience there even though it happened like two months ago

The actual performance was literally so ing good i cannot describe just how perfect VIXX was on stage, like yeah theyre really good when you watch like award shows and all those other fancams but to actually see it in real life was incredible they were so smooth with their movements and asdfjkfjhlg their voices holy . They honestly sound so much better live than they do in their songs, I was right next to one of the speakers on the second floor so I could hear it amazingly well and man i was so blown away by how good they were.

and might i just also add how god damn attractive they were. you may think theyre good looking from your computer screen/phone screen--and they are, but imagine that X10000 because thats what it was like. cameras do not do Hyuk justice man his jawline was so sharp and his cheek bones istg im not even a hyuk stan and i was drooling over him while he performed.

when they were performing On and On Ravi's mic stopped working during his rap and oh my god he looked so ing pissed. it had been bothering him for a while during the show so when that happened he actually looked like he wanted to murder someone it was funny but sad bc i really wanted to hear it.

i cannot for the life of me remember which song it was (im 99% sure it was B.O.D.Y) Leo ing came to my side of the stage and literally started to sing to me and my friend it was full eye contact and everything i was so stunned tbh i had tried to get his attention for most of the night and when he did that i felt like crying im such a leo stan trash lmfao.

honestly a lot of the members noticed me that night before the hi touch. i had an actual Rovix lightstick instead of the weird rubber tubes that lit up they were selling that night and let me just tell you, that rovix lightstick is bright as . the light could literally reach the stage when all the lights were off it was so cool. during another one of the songs i turned it on and N's head and Hyuk's head snapped up and looked at it.

For the hi touch we all had to wait a while since they were cooling down (i cant blame them they were going at it so hard) but once they got the line to start moving i was so god damn nervous i kept repeating what i was going to say to leo in my head and of ing course with my luck he was the first one to meet so when I got up to him i high fived him and said "i love you the most" except it was in korean so he kinda had a shocked facial expression at first but then he smiled at me and held my hand which made me want to cry.

Hyuk was the next member and he just gave me a good high five and a smile. (i wanted to tell him i was proud of him but i was so star struck nothing would come out)

Ken was next and he gave me the best smile ever i couldnt help but smile back. his hair was also on ing point i wanted to hug whoever styled it that night

Hongbin was the next and when i was walking towards him i tripped over this little metal beam that was in the floor so he grabbed my hand to steady me and laughed a little and so i laughed too (i wanted to tell him i loved his singing but i made such a fool of myself istg emily)

Ravi was after Hongbin so of course he saw me trip and so he giggled at me and gave me a strong high five and then ING SMIRKED AT ME I WANTED TO PUNCH HIM SO BAD but hug him at the same time

N was last and he held my hand and oh my god his hands were so soft and smooth it was like touching silk. he leaned down a little to look me in the eyes since i am so much shorter than him and smiled at me his eyes were so beautiful i had a hard time concentrating.

After walking out of the showcase i literally started crying it was so embarrasing but a lot of other girls were crying too so i didnt feel too weird ((?) but i tried to keep it together since i didnt want my mom to make fun of me lmao. so i ate some M&M's in times square whilst crying over asian men bc thats what normal teenage girls do

the one thing i really appreciated tbh was the factt that during the hi touch, all of VIXX made the effort to notice you, they all looked you in the eyes, they all smiled at you. they probably knew how important this moment was to their starlights so they made it so special and i cry because of that theyre so loving to their fans its amazing.

if you read all of this i applaud you omfg its almost 1000 words bless.

did you go to the NYC VIXX showcase? if so let me know in the comments and share youre experiences!