Innocent?

Yay!! I wanna ask something! I donno wether this gonna be emotional or not but do any of you get the feels that one time, you jokingly moking your friends and they kinda take it seriously and stop talking to you for the rest of the day? Instead they hang with the person they hate and tell to us how they hate that certain person.Yet wherever we go we saw them or bump into them and that awkwards atmosphere when you walk side by side and didnt talk anything like a stranger.Why is it so easy making a friends and its so easy became a stranger? haih~ I wonder wheres my wrong since all we did is just being our normally crazy self and they donno it.Starting that I get the message.They'll never gonna talk to us and gonna take every joke seriously til every time we saw we just gonna be like...I donno anymore.Before this we share everything but just because one tiny accident the world turn all the way around.How can we possibly catch up with their attitude when clearly they dont give a about us? why is human is so..like that? Im not a person who wanna let everyone know my emotion and all but I do want people to know my in and out.Why only us who tried really hard to care for their feelings wgen they dont give a about our feelings? I hate it..When we wanna suicide they come and drag us.Make us believ and hang on each of the words but then they just leave us simply like that.I dont want to just pile up under a blanket and cry myself out like a pathetic person do but I dont want to face tomorrow too.Which everything is with them.If I stay alone Ill cry and I hate crying.No one to comfort no one to take notice no one .. is by our side.I hate loneliness! I could ide from just only that aah! Im blabbering cause I cant see well.Mind my typos.My eyes are blurry hahah~ could we just rewind back each time we made mistakes?Yet we wont learn from mistakes right? But . omg just bye

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Beloved_Harmony #1 Jan 30, 2015 23:10:38

I've Experienced the same thing, Be patient and I'm sure they understand your true heart...

felixirssi #2 Jan 30, 2015 08:04:11

Hey I do know how you feel , but I think you don't need to worry too much, maybe they just need time to cool-off their mind, when the right time come they'll realized their fault and back to your sides, just keep greet them like usual and I think they'll understand that ur still care about them

babyjimin95 #3 Jan 30, 2015 07:05:06

OMG!!! Sorry i'm babling..but..just want to let you know about my story...i admit i cried back then..and feel loneliness..but well,we had to go through it although it hurt so much...the feel of loneliness is ..yeahhh...but don't think too much...a right person would come to you soon..believe that...if you feel like want to share about your problem with me, just message me,ok...cheer up, friend... ^w^

babyjimin95 #4 Jan 30, 2015 06:54:55

Heyyy...i had been in the same situation like your once..but it a little bit different. I don't want to tell you the whole of the story because it'll turn to essay then.but my problem was like your,about a friend...when i still first year at my collage,i had a bestfriend..we're really close make people around us say we're twin.she'll stick to me wherever i go.she always be with me, wether the time when i'm in trouble or happy..we share all things together..but someday, she suddenly refuse to talk to me..i ask her the reason for her sudden change..but she just said 'nothing'.she said that, but i realize that she avoiding me. I tried to act normally,tried to talk with her, but it became arkward since she just silent.then,i fed up with her. I'm always the one that pretend to be happy just want to make others happy..i'm always the one who keep smile although she treat me harshly because she in a bad mood.i'm always the one that keep pretend that nothing hurt me although it hurt so much..i'm tired..i'm tired for always care about her feeling..but what about me?she always would suddenly angry with me although i don't know wha the reason is.and now, she treat me like i'm invisible..it's really hurt me...then, i make up my mind to just ignore her. After almost a year, we start to talk again..and slowly..we start to being close again..i don't know how but it just happen..then, one night, i ask her through phone..i message her and ask the reason for her sudden change..i ask her why she avoiding me back then..then she replied me 'because you were always with X(my other friend).and she likes want to have you for herself.so, i give in to her and let you guys being together'.that's her answer..for made me confuse, made me cried..it's just because of that?i'm never treat X more than here.i don't know what make her thinks that way...but after that..we being close again..but not so close like back then..but still,i feel glad that we able to be friend again...

chunjixbyungie #5 Jan 30, 2015 03:57:00

hey ~
i have been having a hard night yesterday too .
and it has to do with friends and my mum ..
i won't go on details but i really felt horrible .. i somehow worked things out now
i hope you do too ,