Looking for something in my closet as i found the old picture of us

Oh God know how happy i were that time

Smile appeared on my face to the sweet and bitter memories

Insecurities

The insecurities in you were the cause of it

No matter how many times i assured you that things will be okay

You won't buy it

You gave up on us

I'm sick of living under their strict shadows

You were insecure over them

Afraid that they won't accept you

Sat on my bed, chuckling slightly as i remember that day

Months after you left

The day when you proudly present your new girlfriend

You said how perfect she is. How she CAN COOK. How she is beautiful inside and out. She is more everything than me.

Don't you know you just hurting me once more

You should have known, that you are one of some ones that i use my heart for

Loves change to hate

I was furious

I looked for that girl information

Oh my Gosh

You dare to compare me to nothing

She is just so.... So

I have MORE in everything than her

But hi to my self, SHE got the guy

then again, I need to let go

At least you were move on

While i were back to my usual self

Sighing, I tore the picture apart

Threw it to the floor like nothing happen

Waking up i do my usual

Oh I step on your face/pictures

Scratch that, Jumps on it

Leaving my room with satisfy smile

What a beautiful morning instead

So sure that the maid will clean that trash away

Reaching home from works

A maid approached and asked

"I found these on your room, should I throw it away?"

Face-palmed

Bad night indeed

and I CAN'T SLEEP;;

oh well, good night world

wan an