She was in deep pain

The pain that was caused by her own mistakes

She felt like she has enough of it

But once again, it’s her to blame

For being too obedient fool

Sometimes she asked, how could they do this to her

They suppose to be there for her but no... Their maids do

The place that she lives now, was so empty for her

She barely communicate with her maids or other workers

They teach her that there is a gap between them

She was so tired

She wanted to shout and yelled but no one was there for her

The thought to end her life came to her, not only once or twice... but often

Pressure that they gave her... It's killing her slowly

She couldn't even count the times that she cried herself to sleep

Being rebel once when she can't stand the pressure

Smoking, drinking, clubbing every nights

Playing, creating the game that can distract her

Game that she can win easily as she heartlessly do that

She even almost tried something extreme

Glad her best friend was there for her

To stop her for being so stupid

Staying high is not the way out

She ran away from home once but they have their way to bring her back

She felt lonely

Now she was there

Looking at the ceiling of her room

'Is this really the life that i want?'

She know the answer is no

This is the life that they create for her

She know, she was old enough to go

But how could she? When she loves them so much

She just wish.. In that very little times they meet, they could see how much she suffer

She doesn't need anything else, but them

For being there for her

Just once

For once

Just pretend like you care

And it’s enough

She was lonely and tired

She always does anything like they wanted

Even skipping almost all of her meal times whenever she really in to it

It is like every days

But please

She just want them there, when she reach home

She wants them there when she was sick

Taking care of her when she was in pain

But no.. You scolds her, telling her that she is so weak

Or asking the maids to bring her to the hospitals

And that’s all, problem solve

How could you do that?

She know better to keep silent, since it is always useless anyway

Now she keeps everything for herself

Why would she share?

No one would be there for her

No one would listen to her

No one