I can't. This is painful everytime i started thinking about the times we had. I missed him so much. :'( 

When i work, keeping my mind busy, it didn't work. I will always thinking about how is he doing and such. Does he think the same way too? It's easy for him to not thinking about me. 

My heart hurts so much. I tried hating him but i can't. Because there is still love. Part of him is still in me. Every day and night i kept crying my eyes out. I am pissed and sad. 

We still have not met up. Sigh. 

I'm deeply hurt and heartbroken. 😔💔