well, looking back at my past exes.

Those two useless s really don't deserve anything from me.

Both are happily married and here I am. Single.

Yes, I'm happy about being single because I won't get hurt.

Financially secured, and fangirling!

I am spoiling myself and my little joy black kitty. ^^

Well, I almost dated a korean guy whom I was working with and he looks a little like P.O. of Block B. hahahaha!

I remembered how he got jealous when I was joking around with his friend.

We lost contact for a year and a half now. I hope he's fine out there. 

Now, my life has been very kind to me.

I've been travelling a lot. Travelled to Korea, Japan and Australia. I missed Korea and Japan especially. 

I am a happy person.

To think about it, I do need someone in my life. God haven't bring that soulmate to me yet. :)

That made me realise about something. Song Jihyo and me has something in common. Our love life is a curse in a way. LOL.

When the love sparks, we'll see it from there. And most of the time, my colleagues thought this guy and me liked each other but we're nothing more like siblings. I'm like a noona to him. I helped him when he had some trouble at work. He doesn't recognised me when we worked together for 2 days and we met again after 6 months? (Oh, because he got transfered to another place, so yeah). That's when he remember that it was me who taught him things about work. That's when we got closer and people tend to see it otherwise but he has a girlfriend for god sake! hahaha!

There was one time he went back to Korea and he has to stay there due to some health problems. He didn't come back for total of 20 days and I got mad. We're close friends and he didn't even tell me that he has problems. When he came back after that, I jokingly slapped him but I didn't control my strength. It was pretty loud that mu other colleagues were like. "WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?" HAHAHA! But i apologised him immediately and hugged him. I started to asked him again if he's angry at me for slapping him. He was cool with it and i kept apologising. 

He even have nicknames for each other. 

We trust each other very much and I think that he's the only Korean guy friend that I have. The others are older than me but I always speak banmal with him and cursed at him like nobody's business. But we're totally cool about it coz they know that's the way I am. That's when I realised, I finally found a place I'm very comfortable. My world. The place I'm working in is a Korean company. 

There are times I wanted to quit but that Korean guy friend of mine begged me to stay. He actually talked to our boss about it and somehow told me that he will protect us (our department staffs). So yeah. I do mean something to them. I am definitely happy of where I belong right now.