what the hell ? im losing my mind here , im tierd of my all of this  not the im so sick of this kind its just really tierd of chasing my aimless life , today i woke up with the worst kind of pain in my head its just that i dont know if i slept in the first place , the worst thing i had to go shopping for my family its not thta i dont like that , i went outside found out that it so cold and im not dressed well but i was too lazy to go back in and change went to the hypermarket and it was empty not alot of people were there so i tried running a bit with my cart then i felt a bit of fun when a song i loved played down the aisles pretty funny i almost danced so yeah ! then i saw those eyes watching me i ignored and kept on going no care in the world ,  then i heard a laugh , the best laugh i ever heard , i turned around to see his beautiful eyes looking at me , i walked faster  , i wanted to say something but i cashed in and took off because my parents kept calling me but i ignored so yeah  , i couldnt let go of that voice in my mind playing it over and over followed by exo song thunder  i get it now