Just watched a Luhan fan vid with katie sky's monsters in the backround and I nearly cried...

I mean...I always tell myself that Im happy for him that he's out of SM and I really am because I know it's the best for him and his health but...

Then...in some moments...like now...I notice how much I miss our little deer...I love him so much and I will probably always do :,) I just can't and won't forget him and won't stop writing hunhan fanfics because...He was and IS my ultimate k pop bias and it hurts so so so bad to let him go...I am nearly crying right now guys...

And let's be honest guys...I bet there are already EXO fans who don't know who Luhan and Kris are anymore. When they see a picture of them they will just be former members for them who they won't care for.

And when I'll see the first comment which says: "Who is that?"

I will probably cry for hours.

So what I want to say: Don't just forget Luhan (and also Kris) but let him live in our hearts and also in fanfictions! We, the fans who know the REAL EXO, our 12 derps and brothers, have to be strong now and not give up! So...Let's cheer up okay? I bet Luhan wouldn't want us to be sad!

And I'm sorry but you will surely understand when I say this now...

My little deer Luhan, 

I love you so much and the one year I got to know you and EXO was one if the best years ever...

Your smile, laugh, derp faces, handsomeness(?), beauty and just everyrhing about you made and still makes me smile and laugh so much everytime I see a picture or a video of you and I am like SO excited to finally see your movie when it comes out next month!

I hope you are happy and healthy, where ever you are now and I will never forget you♡♥♥♥♥ 

I will always support you and love you my deer!♥ Go and achieve a lot in your life and always listen to your heart♥

루한 오빠 사랑해요!!♥♥ 

OT12 FOREVER AND ONE DAY LONGER♥♥♥♥♥♥ EXO-L FIGHTING!!!♡♡♡♡♡♡