The only problem with me is that I have alot of self-inflicted problems. Also, I love speaking in puns and ironies. Oh, wait, that makes two problems. /poker face/

Right, anyway, after my usual nonsense and weird starts......to the point.

So, anyway. Where do I start? Argh. Okay, calm down. Let's just start with the word "fanfiction"! Okay, good, there's a start, now let's continue with "idea", then maybe "I think" and "I have" and......wait, that doens't make a comprehensible sentence. Let me rearrange it and add a little this and that to complete it......

I think I have an idea for a fanfiction, but my brain loves trolling me and OMG is that chocolate cake but anyway the point is I don't trust my brain enough to dare continuing with my barely-formed idea but at the same time I've already started writing and I want to share the story with more people but at the same time I'm scared of becoming the kind of author-nim that randomly goes on hiatus because she ran out of ideas or feels for the story and couldn't continue I don't want to do that to my fans if I get any that is but then I feel that the expectation of fans would probably be the only thing keeping me from writer's block also they'll probably give me more ideas as I write but I also know I will be going on hiatus next year because I have SPM and if I don't get full A+ or something close good results I'll be in so much trouble I really need scholarships I'll be really sad so I need to study and can hardly come online once me hols are over.

/gasps for air/

Okay, sorry about that. Another one of my problems. I'm not too good with words, but when I start talking I can't stop. Mianhae.

So, I dunno, can you guys(whoever's reading this), help me decide? Would it be better to just post whatever I've written so far, then go into hiatus next year, or not post at all and just keep writing, or just ditch this idea completely and focus on my exams, or......oh, I don't know, wae is there not enough time and ideas and OMG I hate you brain so so so much you can't just pass me an irresisitable idea and then ditch me this has got to be the 15th time at least that you did this to me! Irresponsible much!

Okay, rant complete I think. Comment what you think is the best course of action for me, please? Kamsahamnida~ /bows/

P.S. The fanfic centres around EXO......it's AU where they have their powers......no unless you count the brotherly love they have for each other......I'm currently wondering if I should pair the OC up with one of them......most likely candidate so far is Luhan......comment to ask for more info on the fic or my writing abilities if you need. :) Sadly, all the stories(note: stories, not fanfic) I've ever written never end and are all written on paper, with the exception of this fic.

P.S.S. Please forgive my weirdness and argh! /cries from the feels from There is a Place/ How many times......how many times have I cried when listening to this song? (Um, no. Kris is more of my bias wrecker. My bias[also ultimate bias, in case anyone is wondering] is the idiot who goes "If I make it through without screaming, you guys have to buy me beef!" outside the haunted house and then gets cold feet before he even enters the haunted house. In the haunted house: "Jebal! Jebal!" My god. That guy. /facepalm/)

P.S.S.S. (Okay, these P.S. are getting too long, sorry.) I need a name for a guy OC! Which brings me to another question: should I let all the other OCs have Korean names too, or should I mix in English/Chinese names? And I know some of you might suggest some other groups to add to the story, which brings me to yet another question-ish thingy: people, send me video links to reality shows/interviews/videos/whatever with other kpop groups, please? I'm too lazy to search them up myself OTL sorry. >.< Watching these videos are seriously the best and fastest way to get to know and fall in love with these idols, so if you're planning on suggesting a group which I don't really know the members which are pretty much everyone except EXO and VIXX OTL, do link one video at least! Or you can just spam me with videos randomly because I need the exposure. I need to get out more(into the Kpop world), so to speak. DX