sometimes my storyline can be so sketchy, but please enjoy reading this drabble >_<

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Precious Evan welcomed Luhan into the Lime Heaven, as the young one dropped on his knees on the stone floor of Entrance Hall. He was black haired, brown eyed, pretty boy with deer-like eyes, confusedly looked around the place and eyeing the Precious with a mixed expression of fear and curiosity. His scarred, imperfect pink lips opened slightly, ready to throw a series of questions, but Evan tapped his back and brought him passing a high monumental Arch which headed to an inner garden, “before everything, innocent one, please step inside the pond.”

Dumbfounded, Luhan stared at a circular pond and hesitantly stepped in, dipping his jeans until knees and when he turned at the Precious, Evan encouraging him to go deeper, until he was arrived in the center which dampened him under his shoulder blade, “what am I doing here?” he asked Evan, “who are you?”  

This is Lime Heaven, the sanctuary for the broken heart.

The answer didn’t come from Precious, instead, he heard it right into his mind.

Innocent Luhan, you were here because you loved someone you couldn’t reach. It tore your mind and heart opened with the wound invisible for human being to see, but incurable and vulnerable if you let it be. Of course, right now you will say ‘time will heal’ but in fact, my dear, time will only became the death of your conscious, your emotion and your heart. Without help, you wouldn’t return to what you are before. You will be forever cold and cruel.

“I’m not broken heart.” Luhan looked down at the water, and winced as seeing his own reflection, wondering why he looked so hopeless, so dishonest, and so ugly. He tried to convince himself, like he did all these time. He did it right, to cut the bond in between him and the boys. He couldn’t be together with them anymore, and that’s not because he didn’t love them. He just so weak and so tired, he was afraid to be a burden and he was afraid the boys  would respect him less if they knew he can’t fight along by their side for more.

Yes, I’m broken heart. His reflection answered, and he couldn’t help but cry.

Not to the disappointed fans, or to the betrayed EXO members. His tears particularly presented to a certain boy with black hair and beautiful smile. His tears for Kai. Only Kai.

“I’m sorry Kai…” He covered his face, “I’m sorry…”

He remembered saying the same thing on his last stage in Beijing, and could only repeat the words during their secret phone calls and texts, and even though Kai was suffering, the boy never blamed him, only say ‘I miss you, hyung…’

“Kai…” He’s still mourning and still calling Kai name, when a figure approached him and grasped both his shoulder gently. He gasped in shock at the touch and immediately stoned when he saw Kai, so beautiful and angelic with black hair and darker brown for eyes, in contrast with the white shirt and pants. Luhan stuttered, tried to form words but none escaped from his bruised, harshly bitten lips. Probably that’s how the scar was made, from the stored emotion he kept as silent cry rather than screamed it out and breaking himself free from the agony.

“Hey.” Kai smiled at him, acting so normally gentle, even hundreds time better as the taller brunette leaned in to let their forehead met, “I miss you…”

Luhan choked, couldn’t decide if it’s a laugh of guilt or a joyous whine. This is Kai, his Gentle Kai, who never complaint to his flaws and only believed he was pure and innocent, he was worth to long for and apparently, to love for. “Kai…” It made a smile tear his solemnly into pieces, “oh Kai…” and it made happiness lit the fire in his heart, “Kai…” His hands became wild, entangled around Kai neck, “I love you…” and his lips struck Kai’s boldly, “I love you…” and as they kissed in the middle of clear water, they forgot where they stood and slipped in, diving back to reality…

Precious Evan watched the Innocent Luhan and Gentle Kai disappeared with a content smile on his face. Next to him, Dimitri stood tall while staring at the Portal Pond with the usual scrunched expression, “Do you think they will come back?” he asked gruffly.

“I don’t think so.” Precious Evan sent him a playful look, “I sincerely wish they won’t come back here.”

Dimitri stared back at Evan, “Good, I don’t like them.” He leaned in and caught the Precious lips, “they didn’t even say thanks to us…”

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“What’s wrong?”

When Luhan blinked, a rush of memory played into his mind in the form of quick slide-show so he knew exactly the reason why he was ended in a hotel bedroom somewhere in Fukuoka, with Kai towering over him in their ness. He blinked again, tried to remember the short dream he head in a place mentioned as sanctuary, but no matter how hard he recall, he got nothing, except the depart of the weight in his chest, turning him as light as feather so Kai could fill him with love, love and only love for all the precious seconds passed in their secret meeting which obviously turning into secret love making.

“Nothing.” He smiled, “I just realized how much I love you…”

He had a feeling Kai wanted to stop and asked, but they both agreed the exchanged of sweet and cheesy vows could be done later. So they said no more.

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How was it?