Depression Diary ~ Day 2
Whop whop, I'm back at home! Slept the last night at my girlfriends house and it was wonderful.
I really feel good today, I think it's the best day for months! Without my girlfriend, I'd probably be already dead... she's the most wonderful and beaufiful person I know! And of course, I don't deserve her. She's way too good for me...
Oh, did I tell you that today is our 2 year anniversary? ♡ aww that makes me happy...
She really is the best thing in my life. She gives me hope and strengh. I always think: 'Maybe I can do it. Not for me, but for her.'
So yeah. Basically a ing awesome day!
Expect that I ate waaaaay to much. Omg. Won't tell you about it because I'm so ashamed... gonna gain weight over night, i swear. I really wanted to purge after eating, but I didn't want to do it at my girlfriends house and to purge more than 1 hour after eating is useless...
But anyways, I'll start a new diet tomorrow! The apple mono diet~ it's pretty easy, you eat 1 apple for every meal and that's it! Hope I'll lose a lot of weight!!
Days clean: 7
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