Depression Diary ~ Day 2

Whop whop, I'm back at home! Slept the last night at my girlfriends house and it was wonderful.

I really feel good today, I think it's the best day for months! Without my girlfriend, I'd probably be already dead... she's the most wonderful and beaufiful person I know! And of course, I don't deserve her. She's way too good for me...

Oh, did I tell you that today is our 2 year anniversary? ♡ aww that makes me happy...

She really is the best thing in my life. She gives me hope and strengh. I always think: 'Maybe I can do it. Not for me, but for her.'

So yeah. Basically a ing awesome day!

Expect that I ate waaaaay to much. Omg. Won't tell you about it because I'm so ashamed... gonna gain weight over night, i swear. I really wanted to purge after eating, but I didn't want to do it at my girlfriends house and to purge more than 1 hour after eating is useless...

But anyways, I'll start a new diet tomorrow! The apple mono diet~ it's pretty easy, you eat 1 apple for every meal and that's it! Hope I'll lose a lot of weight!!

Days clean: 7 

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yaminohime
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i think the best thing is to eat a lot in the morning, eat enough in the afternoon and eat less in the evening. at night I only eat oatmeal and it's effective for me.