August 11, 2014

Sehun hadn’t texted me for the entire weekend. Normally, he would send me a message asking me if I had some leftover foods or if I had a cartoon of banana milk. He’d walk right away to my house just to grab it then we would spend our time watching TV.

It was just weird that he didn’t do it. I didn’t know either he was pissed off because our previous talk or he was busy (which is impossible, because Sehun isn’t the type to have packed schedule in weekend). He would rather spend his weekend lying on his bed or tagging along with me than doing a bunch of home works.

So, I went to a nearby mini market to buy banana milk and I had planned to stopped by his house to give it to Sehun. That way, maybe, he would start talking again with me.

I walked to the dairy section and was about to grab the last banana milk when another person had grabbed it faster than me. Darn, I couldn’t make up with Sehun if I had no banana milk.

As I turned my face to my left, my eyes widen and I almost stumbled back to see that person. He was the one at the park. He was the one I usually looked at from afar. But, now he was just right beside me.

He glanced at me, and it was like he’s just realized I was standing there. His eyes wandered to my arm, which was awkwardly hanging on the air and I quickly put it down, aware that I hadn’t done it earlier.

Then he asked me politely if I was to grab it. At first, I hesitated and I just wanted to tell him to have it. However, it was the last banana milk and I wanted to give it to Sehun.

So I did say yes and asked if he could give it to me. He said sure and gave the banana milk along with his smile before taking strawberry flavored milk. I actually could give Sehun the strawberry one. But he liked banana the best.

I waited for that tall man to pay his stuffs on cashier before I paid mine, so I wouldn’t bumped into him again in that mini market. Then I quickly went to Sehun’s house.

I wasn’t sure if Sehun was pissed off because our previous talk. But, if he actually was, I didn’t know why he should be. Maybe he thought I was bored to be friend with him and he felt offended. Sehun could think I was trying to push him off and he’d think I didn’t need him anymore. It must be like that and I should talk it out with him.

I was three house away from Sehun’s and was about to hasten my face when I saw him walking out from his house followed by a girl. I stopped my pace and watched them.

He smiled, holding her hand and walked on the opposite direction with me. She was the girl he talked about, I thought. She looked lovely, indeed.

Until they’d made a turn to left and I didn’t see them anymore, I walked to Sehun’s front door and put down his banana milk on the door step, then I walked back to my house.

It wasn’t the first time he held onto another girl’s hand. Either she wasn’t his first date.

But that was when I actually felt Sehun and I slowly drifting apart.