Stupid dream D:

So I came to realize this morning just how hopeful I still am unconsciously that the guy I've been liking for well over a year, might like me too... But the thing is that I had given up on him and I didn't even want to like him anymore after my friend ended up liking him.

But I dreamed that he asked me to be his girlfriend (over facebook because he's actually in Japan >_>) and I am just really hating myself for that because it gives me mushy feelings inside while I'm trying to convince myself that I don't like him anymore. He's not even around anyway and I thought I already convinced myself that he doesn't like me.. I feel confused. :c

On a happy note- I recently dreamed of Chanyeol and that was very nice :3

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Tripping-Panda #1 Oct 29, 2014 08:24:59

THEN WE'RE TWO UNNIE

I keep dreaming about Malthe.... and it's so freaking annoying. Because in my last dream, I confessed and he was like, "I.. like you too." AND THEN FOR GOD'S SAKE IT WAS ONLY A DREAM. But we were also fleeing from a camp because the russians had declared war and he got shot and all and that's a bit crazy so... But it kind of prooves to me that I am more than ready to confess. I don't want to die without having said anything. It's time for me to not just think of the signals and hear it in words. If he doesn't like me, he'll damn hell have to say it. XD

Still... I had finally said it and now... I HAVEN'T?! I'M STILL AT THIS POINT

Life is frustrating, I just want to sleep for a month or two~~ xD