Night time blues

Have you ever felt like crying your eyes out? Like out of a sudden. Because I'm feeling it right now.

But it's been a long time since I cried. I really don't like to cry, so why am I suddenly feeling like crying. Ugh.

I don't like how I'm very sentimental at night... But I like it too sometimes...

I'm kind of weird huh?

I'm used to being called weird so no biggie...

It's not bad being not normal... ^_^

But my heart feels so heavy right now...

I don't know anymore...

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halysia #1 Oct 29, 2014 08:47:27

I get that. I really hate crying, I guess cause it makes me feel weak and pitiful. I hate crying in front of others especially. With my personality, when something bad happens I prefer to keep it inside as opposed to confronting the issue head on. Over time it builds up and I'll generally just breakdown out of no where over the randomest thing. I'm also quite sentimental too and I don't find it weird that you like it. The pure act of being able to 'feel' is intriguing in a very complex way.