Sometimes....
Sometimes I don't think when I speak, and sometimes I say things I don't mean. I lose control of my emotions and I lash out. It's the result of my past, a past I wish I never had.
I'm sorry to those I have upset it will forever be in heart that I have upset you....
After what has happened to me before I am unable to be mean and mean anything by it...
Sometimes I get upset...
Don't we all...I just find it hard after all this hiding of my emotions.
After all these years I have finally excepted help from other...
I have come to terms with the fact I need it...
I write this blog now as tears stream down my face, as I am filled with guilt and remorse.
I know you can probably never forgive me...but once again I say I'm sorry.
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