So I never got to blog when me and my gf broke up. It was last month I think. I don't remember because it only lasted four days. We broke up, more like split up so she could greave over her grandfather's death. But then the next day she is back with her ex, the one that she was whining about to me and she sent me so many things over texts when we were dating of how much she cares for me and sent me a picture saying, "you're my light. since you, i have been less depressed and we will be together. Please never leave me, I love you." I kept that photo so I could show my friends what she told me then they were really shocked that she sent me that then went to her ex bf a day after me and her break up. I figured out from my ex gf's best friend Dakota, which is my best friend as well that she has a tedency to do that. I would have LOVE to have had that warning before I asked the girl out. But yeah, it only lasted four days, four days that i was never upset or depressed then BAM, depression back after the hole in my heart opened right back up. I don't know what to do anymore. Been single for almost a month, it feels good yet not so good. I miss feeling someone's arms around me when I need them. I miss cuddling when watching movies and laughing and joking around.

Sorry that I am ranting/whining on here. It's just, most of you are my friends on here because I don't have many outside friends because no one likes an anti-social, psychopath as a friend who is depressed most of the time and has a taste in such weird music. But you all, you're all so kind to me and it makes me cry in tears of happiness because you all care about a girl you have never met in person and it breaks my heart so much in happiness. It fils that huge hole in my heart slowly up as I get more friends online that care for me and even call me pretty and beautiful :')

End of rant, thank you all for reading this and being amazing friends, you're all awesome :')

Now to the second half, I am working on how to start Icy Bite, which is the sequeal to Bite. It's a TaoKai and if you haven't read it yet, go check it out, it's really good and a lot of people loved it! And I am debating on what to write while writing DaeBaek and planning TaoKai. Another Apocolypse? Or more of a horror?