When i don't have any friends...

...i end up posting blogs.

since i have transfered to a new university this year, i never really had time to make friends. sometimes i would tell myself that having friends is nothing more than trouble since you have spend a lot of times hanging out with them, but now i feel so lonely because i don't have any friends who would just spend 5 minutes hearing my troubles. my parents have been going through a rough time constantly arguing with each other, which led me to become very awkward and anxious. i can't even focus on my studying. i have been sitting in the library for 5 hours and no matter how hard i try i can'tstudy because i keep on thinking about how should find a way to escape. i really want to find a roommate and rent a room, but things are as easy as the sound.

i am just totally lost...i wish things were never the way they are now :(

is there someone out there to comfort me???????????

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ryeogaemie #1 Oct 22, 2014 22:01:44

I love you *hug
You can find me everytime you need a friend to share
Even we are far... i hope can be your friend who will stay on your side ^^

XiaoMei17 #2 Oct 16, 2014 21:43:21

I love you~ ^^ I feel your pain. :( I just transferred to a HUGE school and I'm really friendly but I don't talk to people unless I have a reason to and so I have no friends. T~T My only friend is my roommate. >.< and gukkiescrotch, because she's been my bestie for seven years but she's leaving me behind next semester to study in Korea and I'LL BE ALL ALONE and ugh not fun :(( Also I at keeping internet friends, so :'(

DogHouse #3 Oct 16, 2014 19:33:17

I know how you feel. I've been homeschooled for the past five years and I only have one friend, but quality over quantity, right? lol I have plenty of cyber friends though. A great way to make some new friends would be to join a roleplay here on aff. I'm a college student now and I know how hard it is to find a roommate and move out. There's plenty of people in the world that are going through the same situation as you so you're not alone. Stuff like this happens all the time, but you'll get through it. I know it's hard right now, but it'll definitely be worth it in the end. Regardless of religion, meditation could help you focus more while you study. It definitely helps me when I'm stressed out. The loneliness won't last forever. Friends come and go, but eventually the right ones will come into your life and stay. Remember that everything happens for a reason. There's a life lesson somewhere in this tangled mess that you're trying to get through. :3

ryeowookisperfect621 #4 Oct 16, 2014 15:00:09

here *hugs you* I kinda know how you feel, I only have one friend and I hardly ever see her since we don't go to the same school anymore :( but online friends are just as good, we will hear your problems and help you out ^^