For the leave

It's been a month since I last updated any of my stories, and honestly, I'm trying. I don't know how I couldn't produce a chapter, maybe because it's EXO. Maybe because of Luhan's departure, knowing he and Kris are the main characters, too.

How many times did I go through a hiatus in writing, a couple of times actually, but this time it wouldn't be of the lack of time (it still is but there's more to that).

I'm actually trying to avoid kpop, or the negativity of it. Kris' departure did affect me. And so did Luhan's. But recently another news took me, Lee Joon, Thunder and MBLAQ.

The curtain call was okay, knowing they'd be enlisting in the army, but the thought of their disbandment, I don't know what else to think.

I knew MBLAQ before everyone else, I stanned them first way back 2011. They were the first genuine people I knew, a really really close knit family. And that's why Dara is close to my heart, too. Because of Thunder. And it isn't the other way around. But maybe things change as time goes. Priorities, plans, people.

Maybe it's because I couldn't see them anywhere else but at MBLAQ. Maybe because I'm holding on to knowing that "they're still in discussion" and then later announce that they're just joking, but I still know the MBLAQ that was OT5, Seungho, GO, Lee Joon, Thunder and Mir. And if they may change.

And it doesn't help that when the news broke out, they were bound for their 5th anniversary and Seungho's birthday (Today).

.. So for the {tl;dr} people, I wouldn't know when I could actually post another chapter. Maybe soon. But I'm not leaving like what others think.

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JDarambles #1 Oct 16, 2014 10:17:30

Take your time dear. I do understand though, and im actually very nervous right now. Because there is a rumor circulating that 2NE1 would be disbanding too whilst a new YG girlgroup debuting and CL debuting solo on US . Minzy took off the 2NE1 in her insta name too but brought it back after chaos erupted, she posted some vague messages too(dont know how legit though) and dara posting something like if there's an end there will be a new beginning thing which just strengthens speculations more. Id might as well be on hiatus on KPOP too if that happens. 2NE1 is my life in KPOP, it would be utterly devastating if that happens. (TT__TT)

tonguetiedluhan #2 Oct 16, 2014 08:54:57

Authornim, take all the time you need. I understand what you are going through despite not being a hardcore fan. Fighting!